The Rebirth of Jami

by: JamiLin 
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Rating: X Add Review    Added: 05/05/2007
Complete: yes 
Synopsis:Jami discovers her feminine side. Yes, she loves it.
Categories: Crossdressing / TV  In Hiding 
Keywords: Autobiographical  School Girl  Use of Sex Toys 


The Rebirth of Jami

This story is in part an ongoing fantasy and partially autobiographic. This will be an ongoing saga, as I wish to complete one phase of this story, as I, and the story evolve.

I will begin with a brief prelude to describe myself. I was born as James. I was a rather percocious boy with an older brother and sister. My dad was a hard worker so my mom could stay at home with the children. I was a relatively normal boy who liked to run and play and was involved in sports even though I was of rather slight build. To me, mother and sister were a curious mystery and their feminine ways were a "catch" for me. The mystery of women and their ways was a constant thought in the front and back of my mind.

When I was about 13, I began to snoop through my sisters things. Over the years I became more and more obsessed. Lingerie of any sort became a lure to my mind. I fondled any silky thing I could secretly get my hands on. I began to try almost all of their lingerie on. Next came shoes, especially heels. It was a thrill to me that brought me closer to being a woman in my mind. Next, I tried my sister lipstick and it felt so good and smooth on my boys lips. I began to think of myself as a young girl at times. Next came the bra, panties, pantihose, skirts and blouses. My mother passed in the middle of my 16th year and the person whom I was closest to in the entire world suddenly was gone. For a number of months, I drifted without aim. I decided at that time to let my natural red hair grow and soon it became shoulder length. I fell deeper and deeper into my thoughts of somehow being able to change into a girl any time I wished. I liked doing "boy" things a lot, but I also began to think of myself in a girls role and personnae. My dad, brother and sister were also at a loss and had little time to worry about me.

Then one day, things took a turn for the better. Across the street from my house a couple moved in. He was a very masculine man with a absolutely stunning wife. For days I watched and waited for a moment for her to come outside so I could speak to her. I maturbated with them on my mind, many times a day. I finally got my chance when she walked up to me and began a conversation. Would I like to make a few dollars and cut her grass. Breathlessly I said yes. I was to report the next day and cut and trim their suburban yard. I met Tony and Stacey (my neighbors) shortly after breakfast.

They showed me to the shed with the lawn mower and told me I would get $10 after I had cut the grass and trimmed the yard. They were going to go swimming in the backyard pool. I began to cut the grass and while doing so my mind began to wonder how she and he would look in the swim suits, and what they were up to. I left the mower running while I went to the backyard and looked though the slats in the wooden fence to spy in them while the were sunning and swimming. Much to my surprise, I looked through the slit in the fence and saw her untie her white bikini top and let her breasts loose for him and me to see.

They looked so glorious in that summer sun. Her nipples stood out at attention and the half dollar sized brown area around the nipples glistened with water or sweat. Tony was on a lounge chair and called for Stacey to come over. He kissed her deeply and rubbed his hands over her breasts and then to her bottom. She giggled and pulled his speedo swim suit down and kissed him again and moved slowly down his chest and then to his waist and lower yet. She moaned at how nice it was to be outside behind the fence and she was going to "suck him deep in her throat." Then I saw it, my goodness it was so huge! The head had a gigantic purple crown and the shaft was so muscular and veiny. It looked massive to a not yet adult. Stacey, kissed the head and licked the shaft and then slowly took it into her mouth. Tony got what looked to be harder and bigger with each trip deeper and deeper into her mouth.

At first I was uneasy but then it really got my attention and my mind running. I wondered what it would feel like to be Tony and then as if my mind exploded, I began to wonder what it felt like to be Stacey and sucking him like that. Just then the mower sputtered and stopped and I thought Tony got a glimpse of me. I ran out to the mower an started it up again. I quickly finished my job and then Tony and Stacey appeared and asked me how it went and thanked me and said I could be their lawn boy all summer if I wanted. I quickly said yes.

I went home in a tizzy and showered and began to fantasize about me being Tony and then being Stacey. That summer was a big year in many ways as I began to mature physically and began be constantly in need of sexual relief. I stole a pair of my sisters panties and a bra and wore them as often as I could and stroked myself every chance I got. Soon I began to wonder about the taste of semen. Since I had a great deal often times in my hand I began slowly with a taste, but soon it all went into my mouth and throat. Oh so sticky and gooey but it was addictive. I began to then wonder if I was gay. I could not see myself going down on a man as James but I could definitely see me doing it as Jami. All dressed and made up like a woman and on my knees with a nice hard cock in my hand and mouth. It was at that time JamiLin was reborn. I began to fantasize about sexual adventures as a woman. James Leonard became an alter ego JamiLin. I began to dream about a magical change anytime from man to woman and then to wonder about me as a full time woman.

I became closer and closer to Stacey and we began to talk often. One day I was helping her cook and we were talking. The topic of sex came up and she said she knew I often times spied and watched them. I blushed but confessed that yes I did. She asked if I knew she also saw me dressing en femme from my bedrooom window across the street. I was mortified and stammered. Finally I said that yes I sometimes dressed up and wondered what it was like to be a woman. Calmly she told me that sometime, if I was not too embarrassed that she would like to help me and show me how to makeup and more. She also said that I could experiment at therr house and dress from time to time. I was in heaven and asked when we could begin. She asked me when my family would be gone and maybe I could spend the weekend with them to keep me safe. I told her that my brother, sister, and father would be gone a weekend from now. She told me she would call and ask if they might feel safer if I spent the weekend with them. That night my father asked if it was ok if Tony and Stacey kept an eye on me. I told him that that was not necessary but he insisted and I said fine.

A week went slowly by and I stole a pair of pink panties from my sis that had a lot of lace around them. It was so luxurious to wear them over to Stacey's house. But I did and then the games began. Stacey took a lot of time laying things out and told me to take a shower and to shave off the little hair I had on my legs, under my arms and with nothing on my chest or back I was slick and ready to go. With one last effort I trimmed my sparse pubic hair into a little tiny patch and cleaned that area up. I imitated what I had seen on Stacey more than a few times. On the bed in my room were a pair of plum colored panties and a matching bra. I snuggled them on and immediately became hard and aroused.

I got the short mini robe and pulled it around me to hide the problem area. I met Stacey just outside and she took me to do a facial and pluck my eyebrows into more feminine look. Stacey giggled that there was a little problem and that maybe I should take care of the issue. Since I was so extremely horny, I let the robe loose and put my hand in my panties and began to stroke myself. It didn't take very long with an audience, but soon I was hard and so excited. I stroked until I had a mighty orgasm. Stacey told me to catch it all in my hand. I did and then she told me to lick my hand clean. I did so very slowly and with great care.

It was so sexy to be doing this in front of a woman who had become to me the ultimate goal and example of womanhood. Once I had done, she finished my facial, did my hair into a cute hairdo with part of my hair in a French braid. She did my makeup and commented on how cute I began to look. We began with my nails and she did a very expert job of putting on a lilac polish on my nails. Then eyeshadow, mascara, a little foundation. A tiny bit of blush and lip liner and lipstick.

Hmmmmm, how many times had I attempted this. She told me to look at my face in the mirror. Amazingly, I really had been transformed. We went then to finish dressing. I got a pair of black pantihose and then a plum colored blouse, and then a little black mini skirt. Stacey said, "You need something to make you a bit more busty." She pulled out a pair of gel silicone breast forms and filled out my bra. I never in a million years thought that I could look and feel quite like this. A necklace and earrings finished the look. A cute pair of heels about 2½ inches made it all complete. I looked at myself for a long time in the mirror and was so excited and so complete. Stacey told me to go down to the living room and sit and listen to music or watch television as she was to get ready herself. I slowly walked down the steps.

I sat on the couch and crossed my legs. Ohh I felt so complete and feminine. Just then, the front door opened and Tony and a younger man came through the door. Tony looked at me with wonder and asked who I was. I told him, "I am the neighbor, JamiLin."

After a few moments he grinned knowingly and said, "Oh yes, Jami, I didn't recognize you for a moment." This is Derek, he is my co- workers son. He looked at me with that look. You know the one, where young men want to strip you right there and take you. I smiled and said in the most feminine voice I could muster how happy I was to meet him. About 30 minutes later after quite a bit of chat, I found out that Derek was a month older than me and had just turned 19. He was very nervous, but very interested in me. He watched me every time I recrossed my legs.

Soon Stacey came down and looked stunning on a peach colored sun dress and sandles. She went to Tony and kissed him so very deeply and he pulled her into him. I think she had gotten a little rise out of him. I must admit I was kind of jealous. We all then had a small bite and the went to watch a movie in the living room. The movie was a romantic thriller with Sharon Stone. I fantasized I was her and Derek and Tony fantasized, I am sure, about being in bed with her. At the movies end, Tony said he was tired and took Stacey by the arm and led her upstairs. Tony said goodnight and for me and Derek to make ourselves at home.

By this time I was so frightened but so into the role of Jami. I did not want this to end. Derek put on a movie on Cinemax and it was quite a naughty flick. There were quite a bit of sexual references. Derek, got up to get a drink and brought me one too. It was a red wine in a glass for me and him. He put his fingers to my lips and said. "Don't tell, it is only wine."

I took a sip and it went down smooth but oh so warm. I felt very relaxed about halfway through the glass. On the movie there was a scene with a very hot woman and a very hot man kissing and taking off clothes. Just then Derek put his arm around me and kissed me full on the lips. I wanted to struggle away, but the feeling got ahold of me and I began to kiss him back. I giggled and said he was the first boy who I had kissed. He said to me, "No way, you are really cute. Really sexy."

With that I was in for a penny and in for a pound. I took another drink of wine and then another. Derek pulled me close and then began to kiss me deeper and deeper. I pulled him back and in a semi- reclinced position on the couch, felt him begin to get harder. MMMM I moaned as he kissed me. His hands began to caress my legs and get under my skirt. I began to panic. I broke the kiss and told him, " Derek, I am on my period."

He replied, "Just my luck." I told him I was sorry but I did like him and what he was doing. Just then, a thought burned through my brain. I looked at Derek with the sexiest bedroom eyes I could imagine and said, "maybe there is something I can do to pleasure you." I licked my lips provacatively and said, "Come here big boy." With an evil look of understanding, he nodded and sat in an armchair and waved me over. I slowly walked over to him and without taking my eyes off of his, knelt down in front of him and took my hands and rubbed his spread legs. I began to kiss and massage him and felt his nice hard cock. It was so exciting to me.

I told him to get up and unzip his pants while I helped his bulge get even bigger. In a moment he had taken them off and I slid his boxers down as well. I sat him back in the chair and looked him in the eye and just merely moaned mmmmm. With that, I kissed him up and down his hard cock. I lingered on the head and kisses and sucked. Then I ran my toungue down the shaft to his balls. With that I licked and took his balls gently into my mouth. I ran my tongue back and forth and back abd forth. I nibbled up his cock to his large purple crown. A little drop of pre-cum was at the tip. I looked him in the eye and licked the drop into my moouth and on my lips. With the taste of him fresh on my tongue, I proceeded to take the head into my mouth. It was so hard yet so soft.

So hot and so yummy. I began to take him deeper into my mouth and at the same time to gently massage his balls. Gosh, I knew my mouth was being taken, but I felt so in charge and powerful and so alive. Slowly I took him deeper and he began to thrust gently to go deeper into my mouth. I took him as deeply as I could and began to pick up the pace. Out of the corner of my eye, I thought I saw Stacey. But I was too excited to even care. Derek began to get tense and to moan a little. I slowed down because I wanted this to last. Derek's hands come behind my head and gently pushed himself in deeper and it was so big in my mouth. My tongue went round and round the shaft and the head.

I could taste his cum, but only a tiny bit. I began to moan and so did Derek. I could feel him tense to the point of no return. He got so hard and tense and then it exploded in my mouth. I was determined to get it all so I had to pull back but not off so I could take this load of cum. I looked up at his face and he was totally into what was happening in my mouth. He came and came and came and then I swallowed but kept the head in my mouth. I gently licked all of the cum from his head and shaft. I left his cock in my mouth to stay in contact with him. He looked at me and said, "Jami, that was totally amazing."

I said to him, "Just wait, I think there is more for you." With that he began to slowly push my head down on his cock and it began to get hard right in my mouth. It was amazing to feel a cock grow in your mouth. In a few minutes it was rock hard, and I asked, do you think you can cum again? He said lets find out. With that encouragement, I began to suck and kiss and lick him hard again. I pushed him as deep as I could take and even deeper yet. I began to writhe and moan in excitement and Derek did too. I felt complete. Out of the corner of my eye I could see Stacey with her hand in her robe rubbing her wet slit. Then Tony came up behind her with his huge cock in his hand and bent her over and slid it in. He took her by the hips and drove it so deep and I began to wonder if that could be me. I took Derek's balls in my hand and the shaft in my other hand and began to stroke as I suck him deep. After 4 or 5 minutes of this I heard Derek moan and tense and he began to spurt yet another huge load into my mouth. Tony and Stacey also climaxed and I could see him really tense and get so deep inside her.

With that Tony and Stacey covered themselves with robes and came into the living room. Stacey said to me, "Jami, even though you are on your period, maybe you would like to try anal sex with Derek or Tony or I have a strap on upstairs." I was so excited with the taste of Dereks cum in my mouth I moaned, "Anything I want to experience it all." Stacey then took my upstairs and said we would prepare ourselves. Stacey then cleaned out her pussy and said for me to bend over. She then proceeded to fill me up with warm water and an enema solution. After that had finished, I sat down and expelled the water on the potty and then Stacey told me to lie on the bed. She then took a tube of gel and put some on her finger and then slowly but oh so excitingly, slid it in. I said it felt wonderful as she slid it deeper and deeper.

Then she took it out and injected more gel into my backside. She said that lubrication is everything when you get fucked in the backside. She then took a large black dildo and made me suck it like Derek. After it was wet with my jucies from my mouth. She rubbed it on her really wet pussy. Then she put it back on my lips and I took the juices and flavors into my mouth. Stacey then took it and put a little more gel on the head of the dildo and then gently but persistently rubbed it on my ass and I pushed back on the dildo. Soon it was in and I moaned in surpise. She said, ‘did I want to stop," and I said oh no. oh no. Soon it was in and she was slowly moving it in and out.

Then Stacey came to the front of me, pulled her panties down and with that staring me in the eye, I began to lick and kiss while she moved the dildo in and out deeper. We began to moan and soon Tony and Derek came in and said, "why are you leaving us out. Stacey laughed and said we just got sidetracked, and come on and join us. With that, Derek, took the dildo >from Stacey and tossed I aside and said, "hmmmm I think she needs th real thing." With that being said he put a bit of gel on his raging cock and slowly began to push. It was so hot. It was so hard. It was so big. I moaned as he took me from behind and slid it home. Deeper and deeper he pushed. I felt so alive.

With that Stacey took Tony's massive cock and began to stroke it. She then pushed him down and sat on him with her back to me. I reached for her as she was going up and down on his huge cock. I pulled her closer and tried to run my tongue into the crack of her ass. Derek, kept a steady pace and it felt so good. Deeper, I moaned and he took that to heart. Stacey began to say fuck me, fuck me, fuck me. That excited me more and I began to moan in unison. Soon I could see Stacey and Tony climax. Derek was getting close too. Stacey slid off Tony's cock. It was still hard and glistened with his and her cum. Stacey took Tony's cock and led it to my mouth. It tasted so good.

Soon I could hear Derek moan and I also had to erupt. I came like I have never cum before. Tony was then so hard. He looked like he needed more. Stacey took him and told me to sit down on him. I was so horny still, I thought what the heck. I slowly stood over his cock, and slit down on the biggest cock I had ever seen. It took many minutes, but eventually I had almost all of him in me. Tony then rolled me over and began to push deeper and deeper. It hurt so good. I began to get more and more excited. Soon I was moaning and saying "Tony, fuck me with your huge cock." I was soon at the point of no return and began to orgasm internally from my toes to my ass to my head. My nipples were on fire.

My whole existence was wrapped up in my orgasm. Tony also was at that point. I could feel every spasm as he erupted deep inside me. With my orgasm and his, I got light headed. Tony pulled out of me after he finished using me. I am sure I fainted then. When I came to my senses, Tony and Stacey were in their robes and a cool washrag on my head. Derek was in the shower. My first response was to smile. Then I asked, if Derek knew I wasn't a total woman. Stacey, looked at me with those gorgeous green eyes of hers and said, " does it matter at this point? He could be no more satisfied."

With that I moved to the spare bathroom with Stacy and began to clean up. Derek by that time was finished with his shower and I was presentable. Derek said to me he had to get home, but could I walk to his car with him. I said yes and left through the front door with him. As he got to the door of his 1969 Mustang fastback, he took me in his arms and kissed me. I was so surprised. In the moonlight and streetlights, I was kissing this young man. He kissed me deeply and with so much passion. I once again got a little lightheaded. He kissed me once again and told me that was the best time of his life and could he see me again. I said, I hope so. Derek started his car and I walked back into the house. Just at the houses door, he honked the horn. Another of my neighbors passed on foot and just smile. I went inside to recuperate and talk with Stacey and Tony. What a night! I felt reborn.