Secondary Education, Chapter 8, Making Up My Incomplete
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Chapter 8
Making Up My Incomplete
I cinch a belt around the baggy waist of my Dockers. The pants' seat and
thighs are just as tight as the waist is loose. My old boy clothes don't
fit my new body. It is as Tyler, rather than Tyla, that I am re-
enrolling, two weeks late, in Fairfax High's summer program.
I wrap my boobs with an Ace bandage to squeeze them flat, and cover up my
curves with tee shirt and a faded Kobe Bryant sweatshirt despite the
stifling summer heat. It's old, from when he was number 8, and when I
could still picture myself as a boy.
I hide my hair under a Dodger's baseball cap and my eyes behind a pair of
Raybans. I sling my backpack over my shoulder. Along with an old
notebook, a stubbly pencil, and the letter from the principal's office, I
have a cute sundress, lace panties, glittery tie up sandals, a half used
bottle of lube and a zip-lock containing an assortment of condoms, from
unlubricated Lifestyles for covered blow jobs to lubricated Trojan Maxums
for anal penetration. I never leave home without them.
As I walk to the bus stop I try to stop my butt from swaying like a
chica's but even in Doc Marten's it's hard to keep my estrogen-softened
hips from wobbling. I have forgotten how to be a boy.
The traffic drones by on Sunset. I glance at the passing cars and get
depressed. I am almost old enough to drive, but there's no one to teach
me. My dad is a convict, my mom is in a Court ordered residential rehab,
and my Mara bosses don't want me to learn. They like their chicas to be
illiterate and helpless and easily dominated and controlled.
It's unusual that Hector Hernandez, the Mara boss of Pico Union/
Hollywood region, is allowing me off his turf to venture into his Crip
enemy's territory, but I have persuaded him that it's a good tactic. I am
to arrange a revenge killing of a Crip soldier who killed Jose Rodriguez,
a vicious Mara chief whose belligerence and bad judgment, more than any
enemy, killed him.
If I succeed in arranging the targeted killing of my old classmate and
tormentor, Antoine Lewis, I may be forgiven for the death of Jose. As my
reward the Mara will continue to sell my ass on the street to all comers.
If I fail, I will be killed, or sold into sex slavery in Tijuana. I am as
expendable as a bullet. The expansive boulevards of Los Angeles stretch
for thirty miles from the foothills to the sea. Is there enough room for
me to hide from my friends and enemies in this pink stucco and palm
prison?
I wait outside the principal's office. The staff is reduced during summer
school, and the phones ring ceaselessly, unanswered. Papers are piled on
every surface in precarious stacks. The receptionist who took my name
with a scowl has disappeared for the last half hour.
When my name is finally called, I have drifted so far into my thoughts
that I barely notice, until it is repeated. I look up and a pudgy Latino
man, about thirty five, but already balding and graying, beckons me to
follow him. I walk by piles of boxes, overhead projectors, copiers and
aged computers and monitors. Fairfax doesn't get the top equipment any
more, now that it's in the middle of the hierarchy of mediocrity in the
LAUSD. My host motions me to a battered doorway, and to a metal chair
that's squeezed between a cluttered desk and a dented file cabinet. He
puts out his hand.
"I am Mr. Rojas. You are Mr. Flowers, right?"
I proffer my hand and realize to my horror that the nails are still
French tipped. Rojas stares at them, and then at my face.
"I am sorry. I had some trouble at the end of the year and couldn't
finish classes. I took and passed all of my finals, though."
"Phys Ed doesn't have a final. It's based on hours of attendance, and
your hours were way short."
"That's where I had some of my worst problems last term."
"We're not here to talk about your problems. We're here to talk about
solutions. Now, I see you have applied to transfer to Hollywood High and
into the OASIS program."
"I need to so I can go to school as a girl. I'm a transsexual."
Rojas frowns. "No wonder you had problems in Phys Ed. How are we going
to get you through your Phys Ed requirement? You need 36 hours."
"During the year Coach let me help him with his paperwork." But he
hadn't bothered giving me credit for it. Otherwise I would have owed
about 4 hours.
"Coach Hanlon is running the summer sports camp. Maybe you could help him
there."
"Would I get credit?"
"If he records your time, we'll give you the credits. Then off you go to
Hollywood."
He scribbles some notes on a form and hands it to me. "Remember, you're
enrolled here as a boy and you are going to be working in the boy's
sports program. So you may want to do something about those nails."
"I know. It's hard going back and forth."
"I can't imagine." He gestures toward the door. "Please ask Coach
Hanlon to call me."
I walk down the. In the stillness of summer these halls are even more
threatening than when they are overflowing with students. My footsteps
make a lonely cadence as I pass nervously through these dim and echoing
corridors.
I turn the corner past the locker room and scuttle by unnoticed. Whoops
and growls of manly fellowship resound from behind the locker room door.
I scuttle by unseen and let myself in to Coach's tiny office. It is
piled high with papers, as though no one had filed anything since I left
after my laundry room encounter with Antoine and the Freeze, almost three
months, and a seeming lifetime ago. Much had changed in my life since
then, but not in Coach's management style. No wonder that he incompleted
me and demanded 36 hours of make up. It will take me that long to
unsnarl this Augean mess.
But Coach's scheme to indenture me as his personal assistant fits
perfectly with my own plans to escape my slavery to the Mara. So I begin
filing with great enthusiasm and energy. If I have excavated the first
level by the time Coach gets back, he will take me back and give me the
credit I need and deserve to get out of this hell hole.
I find a stack of empty file folders marked with student names and
numbers, marked for the summer term. I flip through them, making mental
notes of the names and sorting the scattered papers into the appropriate
folder. I pause, overcome with emotion, when I come to the name of
Matthew Frawley. I lift the folder to my nose, as if the paper could
conjure the fragrance of the cynosure of my fantasies. My heart almost
stops beating when I come to Antoine Lewis's name, and then resumes with
such intensity that for a few seconds I am blinded by the intensity of my
apprehension of danger and opportunity.
I calm myself and get back to work. For the moment, Antoine and Matt are
just names like a hundred others on tardy slips, injury reports and
discipline notices. I sort their paperwork into their files just like
everyone else's.
Coach shows up after I had been at work for an hour and gives me credit
for five hours even though I have worked six. I decide not to protest
and say thanks, I'll see you tomorrow, and he just shrugs and leaves. I
take the precious make up credit slip straight to the principal's office.
My footsteps echo in the empty halls. Public places are spooky when
they're empty. I am nervous and quicken my pace to get out of this
menacing place. Then, as I turn a corner, I collide with a huge
onrushing body and crash to the floor in a heap. The large black guy who
has felled me mutters an apology and helps me to my feet. I look up and
see that my benefactor is Antoine Lewis. On seeing me, he double takes.
"You're Flowers, aren't you?"
"Yes, I'm still Tyler Flowers, Antoine." I'm not really still Tyler, but
I want to use our past guilty prod. But he just smiles off the guilt.
"I didn't see you around much. Where you been?"
"I took a little break from classes. Now I'm back, because guess which
PE teacher flunked me?"
"Yeah, you never were much in PE class. You were good after class
though." He laughs and I fight off a blush.
"That goes for you too." I smile provocatively.
"So why did you run out of here just when we were getting to be friends?
How's that s'posed to make me feel?" Antoine puts on a hurt expression.
"I wasn't sure you wanted me as a friend. You were a little bit too
rough. And rude. And I was afraid that you would tell everyone."
"It seemed like you were enjoying yourself to me. B'sides, why would I
tell anyone ‘bout our little thing? They might get the wrong idea ‘bout
me." He runs his fingers down the nape of my neck, gently pulling my
hair. "I like what you've done with your hair, baby."
Our collision has dislodged my baseball cap, and my newly styled hair,
colored auburn and highlighted with platinum streaks, is flowing down my
back.
"Oops, I am supposed to dress as a boy while I'm still here."
I stoop to pick up my cap and Antoine cops a gentle feel of my butt.
"I think I'd like to have another couple of scoops of that sweet Asian
ice cream."
He uses a sexy tone that makes me want him. My ass is buzzing with
anticipation, my nipples itch with desire, and my lips swell with hunger.
Objectively, Antoine had raped me and he had been a rough, contemptuous
and cruel. But so had Cesar, Hector, and the Mara. Most guys figure
that a trannie wants to get fucked, and they're right most of the time.
Plus, I probably had been his first trannie, and he was in a way as
inexperienced as I had been.
But I had learned a lot since them. Now, his sexy voice and smiling
eyes, coupled with the memory of his massive cock, was irresistible. I
decide to give him another try, especially since I need him at least as
much as he needs me.
I pile my hair under my hat and squeeze his hand.
"Walk with me to drop this off at Administration. We need to talk."
"We need to fuck, baby. I knew you liked it. But why did you run away?"
"I just needed to get away from here while I transitioned, and you were
part of my old scene here. I was afraid you were going to tell everybody
about fucking me, and all of the losers and freaks would be after me,
harassing me, or trying to fuck me. But now, I feel more comfortable
with myself and being a trannie and all. I can deal with it."
"I can help you deal with it, if you want protection. Crips take good
care of their friends." He stops and pulls me into an alcove, and
enfolds me in his arms and lifts me off my feet in a firm hug. I tilt my
head back and let him kiss me. I open my lips, and then quiver them as
he crushes them. One hand slides to my ass, and I grind my bottom in his
grip.
"Oh, baby, that's good."
I guide his other hand to my breast and under the protective bandage. He
molds his palms against the soft flesh of my boobs.
"Wow, you got titties."
I hear the sound of approaching footsteps so shush him, we disentangle
and hurry to the principal's office. Antoine waits for me. Rojas takes
my make up slip and gives me a sly smile.
"Keep up the good work, Flowers."
"Thanks. I like it better here, now that I know I'm on the way out."
"Probably the best for all concerned."
I skip out of his office and find Antoine. We walk nonchalantly to the
parking lot like a couple of casual buddies, but Antoine keeps looking
over at me, like he's sizing me up.
I stop and give him a quizzical look. "What?"
He smiles goofily, and says, "Nothin'."
As we approach the black Escalade I decide it's time. "Antoine, but I
have something to tell you that's going to make you go freaky, but you
have to promise to let me tell you my whole story, until I finish."
"I'll let you finish your story as long I get to finish in your booty."
"Of course, but this time you have to use a condom while you're inside
me."
"Definitely. I got reminded about the insides of your booty every time I
pissed for a week. So what's the news flash?"
He opens the door and flicks open the locks. I get in the car. No, I
know, I am vulnerable, in his power, and I am about to reveal a dangerous
truth. But I have gotten in a lot of cars with a lot of dangerous
strangers, and gotten out alive and both well fucked and paid. I feel
like I can handle myself with him.
"Antoine, I saw you shoot that Salvo out on the street that night."
He shoots me a panicked glare. "You bitch, don't you dare be coming here
to blackmail me. I should just cap you in the head when I'm done fucking
you. Or maybe just cap you first."
"Before you go postal don't you want to know what I saw?"
"How ‘bout you saw that motherfucker pointing a Glock in my face."
"That's exactly what I saw. And I know he was going to use it. So if
the police ever connect the dots back to you, don't you want me alive and
healthy to tell my side of the story?"
"OK, baby, so you're my self defense. I like you better all of the time.
But why are you coming around here and telling me that?"
"Because the police are the least of your concerns. The Mara got a hit
out on you. What I'm supposed to be doing is setting you up."
He looks panicked, and his sexy baritone rises a couple of registers.
"You're hooked up with those crazies? Why are you telling me this shit?"
"Because I hate those bastards. My boyfriend made me join. Now they're
pimping me out on the street and threatening to sell me to a pimp to work
the street in Mexico. And they want to kill you and every other black
living north of Jefferson Boulevard."
Antoine pulls up in front of a battered Tudor-style house near the corner
of Crenshaw and Adams. Its paint is peeling off, taking with it swathes
of caked on graffiti. From the overlapping gang tags I can decipher that
this is a neighborhood in conflict. It's divided between white urban
pioneers, black holdovers and surging brown tide of Mexicans and Central
Americans. This is the realm to which Hector plans to extend the Mara's
reach. This is where the Crips must make their stand.
"The Mara want this block. They want to run everything from Pico Union
to Crenshaw.
"Welcome to my hood, baby. I got no plans to leave."
"But the Mara plan to drive you out of here."
"That's not going to happen. So are you here to help, or are you one of
them now."
I turn, lift my sweatshirt and show him the whore tag on my butt. He
emits a low whistle.
"They got you tagged, bitch." He traces the M and S that garland the
sides of Betty Boop's flowery throne.
"I'm one of them, but I want to be free of them, just like you. I want to
erase those letters from my bottom. And that's why I'm here. You help
me, and I help you."
"How's a ladyboy like you gonna help me?"
"Because I got the plan. It goes like this. First, I tell the Mara I
found you. Then I lead the Mara to you on your territory. I tell you
where and when they're coming and the Crips ambush the Mara and wipe them
out."
"You got to make me trust you. How do I know this isn't a double cross?"
I rub my boobs against his chest. "I'll show you how loyal I can be."
Antoine emits a low whistle. "How am I going to know when this is going
down?"
"I'll send you a text message when we are on the way. I'll get you
descriptions of the players on the hit team, and their cars, and you tell
your soldiers where to set up and whom to shoot. Just promise me that
you'll kill Hector Hernandez. He's the leader." I show Antoine a camera
phone shot of Hector standing in the kitchen of the Bella Casa. "I'll
send you pictures of the others."
"Why don't you just lead me to them?"
"They have that neighborhood so wired you'd never surprise them. You'd
be ambushed. I'll deliver them to you here, where you have the
advantage."
"You're good, my little ladyboy. In more ways than one."
"Let me show you just how good I am."
I lean over the console and gently squeeze his cock. It's even bigger
than I remember it.
"Mmm, I can't wait to start sucking on this."
"Upstairs." Antoine guides me up the stairs to the second floor.
"I live here with my mom, but she's not around now."
"Neither is mine. Rehab."
"Mine too. Maybe they're together."
"That would be funny. Is it OK if I change. I feel too boyish in
these."
"You need something to wear? My momma's a lot bigger than you."
"No, I'm prepared. Can I use your bathroom?"
"Sure. I'll go get us some beer. You need anything else?"
"Maybe some wipes, for afterwards."
"Sure baby. If we ever stop." He kisses me and leaves alone me in his
home. I am touched by his trust and generosity, for his home is just as
threadbare and impoverished as my own. For all of his flash and
grandstanding at Fairfax, Antoine is just a poor kid like me.
On the noisy, rusty old refrigerator there's a picture of him riding a
bike, and another, even younger, blowing out six candles on a birthday
cake. There's a picture of him in a Fairfax high football uniform, and
another sprinting across the finish line at a track meet. There's his
mom, a fat lady with a sad expression. Antoine is like me, trying to
make good through sports like I have been trying with art. It's hard
poor kids to survive in LA. You need a gang to support you, to keep the
others off your back, but the gang ends up dragging everyone down to the
same level thuggish brutality. I have to get out of it. And Antoine,
and his gang, will provide my escape from the Mara.
The gangrenous shower curtain and chipped and filthy commode are just as
tawdry as the ones at my house. There is a rat trap behind the toilet,
and roach hotels on the counter top. I stand on my tip toes, fill my
douche, insert it, and squeeze in some warm water, to flush my ass clear
of any poop.
While I wait for the colonic rinse to work its magic, I put on my make
up. My ass soon is urgent, and I squat above the grimy toilet seat to
make tiny poo, which pops out in a flood of clear water. The towels are
so filthy that I pat myself dry with toilet tissue. Then, I step into the
rusty tub and wash my bottom. The towels are so filthy that I pat myself
dry with toilet tissue and dress. When my panties touch the smooth and
hairless skin of my tiny scrotum and cock, I feel my nipples erect and
graze the pleated bust of my dress. I hurry to lace up my sandals when I
hear Antoine's feet on the stairs.
He unlocks the door, and I realize that I have been his captive behind
the double bolted door, but this realization only enhances my expectant
mood.
"Wow, you look like a real fine lady, baby."
"Thanks, I did the best I could in a hurry." I gloss my lips as he
watches, and smack them together in a air kiss to finish. "What did you
bring me?"
"Six of these tall boys, and one of these really tall boys." He pats his
crotch, which is bulging noticeably.
He pops open and hands me a beer and leads me to the bed. I sit, take a
gulp and feel the dull glow of alcohol spread through me.
He puts on some John Legend and offers me his hand. We start to dance.
Antoine is six foot three, about ten inches taller than I am and weighs
about 210, compared to my 105. My head barely reaches his shoulders. I
breathe in his powerful aromas as he nuzzles his head in my hair.
Antoine's body is earthy and tangy with sweat, even though he has just
showered after his practice. "It's really hot here." He wrenches open a
window, and the sheet that's been nailed to the frame billows in and out
in the Santa Ana winds. "That's better." He gathers me to him again,
and we sway to the gentle music.
He has really long, strong arms, and he rubs my buttocks as we rock back
and forth, making ever tighter concentric circles around my booty. He
hugs me tight with his other arm, and presses my boobs against his taut,
angular abdomen. The song ends, and we swig some more beer, and then he
dances me toward the bed.
I unhitch his belt, and his baggy pants glide off his slim, toned waist
slip easily to the floor. His cock is straining against his boxers, so I
release it. It gently slaps my cheek, and I rub it against my face,
breathing on it, inhaling it, and looking up worshipfully.
"I think it grew since I saw it last."
"I'm still growing, got three inches taller since last year. Coach says
I might get some college scouts looking at my ball this year."
"Right now I'm the one looking at your balls, and they're beautiful." I
take one of his testicles in my mouth and gently guck it as I tickle the
other with my fingers. My other thumb and forefinger cannot quite reach
to circle his cock but I stroke it gently and his moans mingle with the
music.
"Oh, baby, that's good."
I take his cockhead between my lips and he jolts in response, and starts
face fucking me intensely, mashing my lips against the surging black cock
and digging his fingers deep into my hair to gain leverage against my
head. I let my muscles go limp in his hands, and he wrenches my head to
and fro, banging his cock on from my lips to my glottis.
He pauses, draws me next to him on the bed and kisses my cock flavored
mouth deep and long.
"You taste good with a little cock on your lips."
"Mmm, I like the dark meat best."
"Don't you know how to deep throat, baby? It feels like it's only going
in half way."
"I'd have to be a hippo to deep throat that monster." I point his cock
straight up impale my throat with it. It slides past my gag point into
my esophagus. I push it farther until I feel the tickle of pubes on my
nose, and then come up for air.
"I'm going to need CPR if I deep throat that."
He laughs. "What's that stand for?"
"Cock or Penis Rear Entry."
I pat my ass and reach for my purse to grab lube and the largest condom
in my collection. I put some lube on my butt and hand Antoine the
bottle.
"I like your new attitude, baby."
"Now Antoine, I need to teach you how to fuck a T Girl. The first thing
is to open me up slowly with your finger."
I point my ass up, and bow my head back down over his cock. He starts
playing with my ass on the outside. It sends trills of pleasure through
me. I respond by bobbing my head ever more energetically over his cock,
licking the underside from his balls to the tip and then back, and then
popping the glans in and out my lips. He draws the alphabet with his
fingers inside me. I am shivering with sensation, and push my butt back
on him to signal to push farther. His knuckle pops through the second
ring, and I decode from the rush of neural signals a way to control that
inner sphincter. I discover that I am able to pull my ass open, to make
it gape, inviting, rather than resisting penetration. I focus every
nerve and every muscle fiber on opening up.
"Baby, how are you doing that? You're wide open for me."
I take a breathe and look up at him worshipfully, panting. He is peering
into my insides, like a connoisseur looking at an art masterpiece. "I
don't know. I just figured out how to do it."
"It's beautiful inside there, like a deep red cave."
I relax my muscles, and feel my ass snap shut on Antoine's fingers.
"Oh, baby, you trapped me." I open and shut again, hoping that repletion
will make my muscles remember this trick.
"I think your butt's ready to get reacquainted with Mr. Johnson."
I pause from blowing him, roll a XXL on his cock, and slather it with
lubricant.
"OK, now please go slowly at first."
"I'll be good."
I roll on my back and throw my legs up in the air. When he approaches, I
latch my ankles over his shoulders. He leans over me and I guide his
cock to my ass.
"Ready for me this time, baby?"
"The second time's the charm. And practice makes perfect."
The first seconds of anal sex always hurt a little, and I have gotten
used to that. I endure it willingly as the price of the pleasure that
follows. But Antoine's cock is so huge it that in a second it had
utterly shattered my relaxation and defeated my determination. I yelp a
cry for help. A contagion of pain burns through the lubricant, scours my
mucosa and sends searing flames of agony through me. I struggle to
escape the invasion, but he is so enraptured with his own sensations that
he cannot let go of me, and slowly pushes in deeper. I try to surrender,
to gape with him inside, but the brute force of his cock gives no
quarter, and my own burning, screeching muscles refused the commands of
my mind that they yield. So they fight back in useless, unequal
struggle.
I bite my lip and shut my eyes. I conjure visions of submission and
surrender from my storehouse of fantasies. I am a Chinese princess,
carried in a silk shrouded litter across the trackless Gobi. My spice
caravan is ambushed by Mongol horseman, who slaughter my servants, cut
off my clothes with sword strokes. When I am naked and helpless they will
tie me to the ground and gang rape me, one after the other. I cry futile
tears that disappear in the dust. But even these heartless assailants of
my imagination are routed from my consciousness, and I return to reality,
still staggered by Antoine's cock, which drills ever deeper inside me. I
break into prickly sweat.
"Antoine, please stop. I need to take a break."
"Keep trying baby, feels so good, I can't stop."
He bears down, slowly, steadily rending me open. I bite my forearm,
trying to create a new locus of pain to distract me from the cataclysm in
my rectum. I am afraid that I can't handle him after all. I look up at
him. Antoine's face is all bliss and pleasure.
"Oh baby, open your eyes, so I can see the love in there."
I blink my watery eyes open. Antoine's face filled with joy and
pleasure. He leans down and gives me a tender kiss to comfort me. "I
love it when you ass pussy vibrates that way."
My squirming, pulsating agony is enhancing his pleasure.
"Antoine, you're torturing me. Please, take it out for a minute."
"You'll get used to it. You did last time, and you loved it at the end."
He's right. I just need to relax. But the flesh of my poor hole is
stretching to the breaking point. As he pushes deeper inside, his thick
cock unfurls the coils of my colon. I begin to lose consciousness, and
close my eyes to let myself slip into that void. Now, my muscles drain
of energy. One by one they capitulate and soften. My eyes roll back in
my head, my body is limp, and I wonder for a moment whether I am dying.
His surge finally stops as his ileac bumps my bottom. I jolt back into
awareness.
"Oh god, I think your cock is about to come out of my mouth."
"It's that big, huh?"
"You're enormous."
"You OK now?"
I nod, and he heaves deeper inside me.
"Oooh, it feels like you are stuck inside me."
"If it goes in then it can come out." He levers his arms against my back
and begins sliding back.
I grimace. "It feels like you're pulling my insides out along with your
big cock."
My head throbs, and my newly showered body is dewy with perspiration.
"Sorry I'm so sweaty. You filled me up so full it made me get too hot."
"Ain't no such thing as too hot for me, baby." He is almost out now. My
ass yearns to be filled up again, but I am tensing again.
"I think I need more lube."
"OK, baby." His cockhead makes my sphincters snap it exits. But I feel a
rush of relief. I hoist my ass and gape it open.
"Oh, yeah, I can see way deep, baby. Inside your booty looks like a jar
of strawberry jam."
"I feel like I'm burning up inside. Squirt some lube inside me." I feel
a splatter of oil inside me. The tendrils of flames inside me are
doused.
"That's better. Now open me up with your fingers."
Antoine pokes one finger into my hole. It glides in easily, and I nod and
he adds another. My ass first contracts, but I force it open, and it
yields, so he adds a third, then a fourth and finally his thumb. I bite
the pillow to contain my cry. He is watching me intently, and I nod,
again and he forces his whole hand up to his knuckles inside me and
gently punches it in and out. I arch my back, and point my ass upward.
His fist presses against my prostate and I feel a tingle of pleasure
emanate though me. My cock twinges to a tiny erection.
"Oh, baby, I love that booty. Look at that boy clit. It's so cute." He
rotates his fist and strokes my cock between his fingers. The sensations
fullness inside me and playful tickling outside meld and make me feel
like a perfect little girl. I writhe and moan in a soprano.
"Now you're ready for my love." He pulls out his fist and dribbles more
lube on his cock. It's even bigger than when we began, a throbbing black
beast. But I feel more ready now. The pleasant pressure of his fist has
restored my confidence.
"OK, let's try that again." I drape a towel on his sheets and lean over
his bed.
"Gape your butt open."
I comply, and he coats my ass with more lube. It tickles me as it coats
my buttocks. He strokes it deep inside me with his fingers. Then I feel
the slap of his cock against my ass, and reach back to point him inward.
I inhale, and then exhale as his cock slides through my rings deep
inside. My interior has been softened by his fingers and fist and is so
coated with lube that his cock glides in with a rush. The tiny core of
maleness that remains part of me is crushed, exposed and expelled by
Antoine. I feel like I've been reborn, as an angel.
I trill ecstatic choruses, as his cock plumbs my depths, finds my soul,
and frees it with a flourish as his cock withdraws. Antoine is big and
strong, and I am slight and week, a flower bending in the fury of a
hurricane. I am crushed beneath him as he surges in and out. He black
cock pound like a hammer on an anvil. Each new blow rings loud, sends
sparks showering through me and reshapes the nub of me, from boyness to
girlness. The old me is being swept away as though by the torrents of a
tsunami. Then, when I feel as though I cannot take another breath, he
pulls his cock out, rolls my legs over his shoulders and pushes
effortlessly back inside me. He clutches my thighs in his huge hands and
bangs my ass against his onrushing thighs.
"Oh, baby, you look so beautiful when you got my big cock inside you.
How do you feel?"
"Like a virgin who's just had her cherry popped by the biggest cock and
the strongest, sexiest man in the world."
"You like it like this?"
"I love it every which way."
He pull out again, rolls me onto the bed, and lies beside me. He nestles
against me, cups my breast with one hand, and braces my shoulder with the
other. I bend like a twig as he slides back inside me. His cock has
found a new path into my core. My intestines realign on the vector of
his cock. The flesh of my tummy bulges and falls with his motions.
After a few strokes my abdomen relaxes. I begin pumping my bottom back
against his sideways thrusts. All of my life, I have been felt empty,
and looked for fulfillment of an unknown aspiration. I was born with
part of me was missing: my missing vagina. In Antoine I have found
something with which, for a moment, I can fill that void.
"Fuck me, Antoine, fuck me hard."
He responds by rolling me back over on my stomach and riding me hard, but
now that's all I want, be fucked until I am remade, or until Antoine has
expended all of his energy on the task. He is bathed with sweat now, his
mouth black skin is slick as he rides me, and his speed increases. His
muscles are bulging and rock hard and they slap my flesh. Every thrust
knocks my breath out, but I am propelled by energy erupting from deep
within me. I feel my self obliterated, and recreated.
I feel like his cock is boring a vagina, and building a uterus out of the
broken bits of my useless male parts, the prostate and the vas deferens.
With each retreat of his cock, my vision of immanent womanhood recedes,
but with each of his thrusts, my femininity is restored. I need Antoine
to complete the destruction of my boyhood and the completion of the woman
inside me. I beg for it. "Harder, deeper, more, more. Fuck me, fuck me
more." My flesh trembles, my eyes roll back in my head, and I drift
into a dream state.
I am a Thai princess. The gods are angry with the Kingdom. They rain
plagues of death and destruction on my people. I offer myself in
sacrifice to their wrath. My subjects gather at the temple. The temple
priests sing in mournful chorus as they bear me aloft to the silk
shrouded altar. They lay me down on the embroidered silken cover, and
place a lace shroud over my body. The high priest ululates an ancient
prayer, and the others bow their heads in obeisance to the gods. Then,
in unison, they lift their daggers and plunge them deep into me.
Their blades enter my belly with sharp pricks, but as they slide deep
inside, instead of pain, my sacrifice brings forth ecstasy. Through my
wounds my soul is released from the constraints of my body. My
consciousness floats upward, to the high ceiling of the temple, and looks
down upon the crowd gathered around my bloodstained body. The temple is
aglow with light, and a chorus of angels sings hallelujah. The gods have
been appeased.
I awaken from this reverie. The heavenly chorus is my own voice, the
dagger is Antoine's cock, and the release is a flood inside my well-
fucked ass. It pulses waves of energy up and down my spine from my butt
to my shoulders in an involuntary shuddering cascade. I quiver and shake
until my body goes limp, and I faint. I am shaken awake by Antoine, who
still rides me from behind and slaps me to bring me out of my languor. I
feel as though a part of me has died, and another part has been reborn.
My body goes limp.
"What's the matter baby? Your booty's better when you fuck back at me."
"I think that I orgasmed. I'm tired. Do you want you to finish in my
mouth?"
"I guess I finally used your butt up."
"I want to watch you cum. Cum all over my face and tits."
"OK, whatever."
He pulls out and I prop myself against the headboard. I pucker my ass to
keep the flood inside. I unsheathe his cock, coat my fingers with lube
and begin jerking him with my hands. I kiss the greasy tip and flick my
tongue whenever I can reach it, but he is flailing so that I my mouth
can't keep up. The first jet of jism fires into my eyes and I am
momentarily blinded, but I hang on to his cock with both hands, stroking
him. More gobs fly into my hair, ears, chin, and onto my chest. I blink
my eyes open to see the looming monster poised within my lips' reach, so
I take his cockhead in my mouth, cup his scrotum and squeeze. I extract
the last rich, thick residue of his semen, swirl it around my mouth, and
gulp it. Its mossy tang quenches my thirst.
"Mmm, that's delicious."
"Love the way you squeeze my lemons."
"Love your lemonade."
"Love your jellyroll." He give my butt a playful poke, and then lifts
his fingers first to his nose, then to mine. "Your poop shoot don't
smell like shit. How do you keep it so clean?"
"With a high fiber diet." He laughs, rolls off and lies beside me.
After a few minutes of silence, Antoine clears his throat. "I don't want
to be quoted, but I think your ass pussy is better than any cunt pussy."
"Thank you. I think your big black dick is better than the puny white
and Salvo dicks I've been getting."
"OK, from now on, no more Salvo dick for you, and white dick only if it
pays or if I say."
I contemplate this for a few minutes. "Are you saying you want me to be
your ho?"
"Let's try it for a little while."
I smile and slide my head under the covers and slip his penis back into
my mouth. It's soft and malleable, and his balls are buried deep in the
folds of his scrotum. But soon, I know, it will be hard and huge once
again.