Reversed Polarity - 03
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REVERSED POLARITY - 03
By Libnos
Our weekend continued through more 'reversed polarity' sex and I
consciously worked to assume a more feminine role. I think Moira was
pleased with my progress and complimented me on how much I was turning
her on. I basked in her praise. A couple of times she mentioned going out
in public but she knew I was very nervous about it so she didn't push me
too hard. I knew eventually I might consider it but at the time I was
comfortable in our very private, isolated cabin. We never had visitors
except for the pizza delivery person who came from the small town nearby.
That Saturday after dressing and inserting the larger plug in my ass I
was even more aware of the fulness in my ass. It was uncomfortable at
first and I did have some difficulty getting the larger diameter plug
past my sphincter but after awhile the sweet yearnings began down there
and I happily reveled in the feelings during the day. I swung my hips
shamelessly as I walked about the cabin as she had me wear my high heel
mules inside. She said I had a nice tush and the heels helped emphasize
it.
We decided to have pizza that Saturday evening and she called and ordered
it delivered from town. I didn't give it a second thought when she
decided to take a shower about thirty minutes after ordering it, but when
someone knocked on the door shortly after she got in the shower I was
suddenly in a panic.
Rushing into the bathroom I hollered to her behind the shower curtain,
"The pizza guy is here. Can you put a robe on and answer the door?"
"You take care of it. Damn it, I'm all wet."
Damn, damn damn, I moaned to myself and rushed to find my wallet
wondering all the time about what was going to happen when I answered the
door. Further banging on the door almost caused me to break out crying as
I found the wallet and with depredation went to open it. After taking a
deep breath to calm my screaming nerves I opened the door..
The guy barely looked at me as the door opened, but shoved the pizza at
me.
"That'll be $12 dollars lady."
Pulling out a ten and a five from my wallet I handed it to him and took
the pizza while trying to keep my hands from shaking too badly..
"Keep the change," I whispered, as I couldn't unfreeze my voice to
answer, and then shut the door as he responded .
"Thanks lady, have a nice evening."
Setting the pizza on the table I went to the fridge and grabbed a cold
beer and collapsed onto a chair, holding the cold bottle to my fevered
forehead. Looking up I saw Moira standing in the doorway to the bedroom
with a towel wrapped around her and a smile on her lips.
"That wasn't too bad, was it? I noticed he was staring at your legs and
tush in that short skirt. He thought you were a real woman."
"It was very nerve racking," I managed to respond as my body began to
relax.
"I'm sure it was, but it should show you now that you do look very
feminine and you can pass as a woman in public."
I still wasn't totally convinced but she seemed so positive that I went
along with her for now or until my next public exposure, I thought.
"I'll get dressed and we'll eat. Why don't you get me a glass of wine and
set the table?"
"OK," I told her as I took a big swallow of beer and proceeded to get
ready to eat. My knees were still a little shaky and I had to sit for a
few minutes and drink some more beer before starting dinner preparations.
Although my stomach was still unsettled from the incident with the pizza
delivery man I managed to get down a couple of beers and help finish the
pizza. Moira noticed my shakiness and continued to ease my fears as we
ate.
"Oh Cindy, I know that it was a traumatic situation for you but you
handled yourself so well and he didn't catch on that you weren't a woman.
In fact he was checking you out and liked what he saw. You are a lovely
woman and we'll be working to make you even lovelier so you can get
confidence in your femininity and we can go out together sometime. I know
a nice little lounge near where I work that caters to women like us."
"Like us?"
"You know, lesbians."
"Oh. Have you been there before?"
"Not since we've been married, but I know its still there and operating
as I pass it everyday."
"I don't know. I'm still not sure I can pass OK."
"I won't take you there until I'm sure you can pass so don't worry about
it. Now, are you ready to let me make love to you?"
My cock lurched in my thong at her question while she took my hand and
led me into the bedroom.
That night seemed to be another turning point in our relationship. With
the fullness of the plug in my ass I reacted intensely to my fantasy of
having a cock inside me and she fucked me to several orgasms. It was only
the soreness of my clitty that finally forced us to stop but even though
the orgasms I achieved were mind blowing there was now a yearning for
something more. The crescendo of my multiple orgasms echoed in my groin
as she had me clean out her cunt afterward. Later she applied some
soothing salve to my still semi-erect cock to relieve the soreness and
allow me to sleep. I was exhausted and sleep came quickly that night.
Waking late in the morning with the sun streaming through the bedroom
window and the heavy smell of sex in the air I turned to look at Moira
sleeping beside me. She looked so peaceful; breathing lightly and
sprawled on her stomach on top of the blanket with cotton panties and a
sleep bra her only attire. Her short, blond hair glistened with the sun
shining on it and I was struck by how much I loved her as I wondered
where she was taking our relationship.
Leaving her sleeping I slipped out of bed I went into the bathroom. The
ravages of last nights activities were obvious when I looked in the
mirror. My face was covered with our dried juices and my makeup had long
since been obliterated by our night time activities. I realized I was
concerned about the state of my makeup. Why was that? Had my
submissiveness brought out a feminine side to such an extent that I
needed makeup to please her? Somehow, this idea pleased me and brought a
renewed surge in my groin as I slipped into the shower. Later, I
carefully renewed my make up and took pride in the fact that I was
becoming quite skillful at enhancing my feminine attributes. Doing my
eyes seemed to be the thing that gave me most trouble. I was also getting
used to the weight of the fake breasts glued to my chest and being
feminine was becoming more natural to me. I reveled in that thought. I
was becoming what she wanted me to be and it pleased me somehow. As a
final gesture to my new femininity I sprayed a little of her perfume on
my neck. The lovely scent seemed to embody all my cravings for being a
woman.
Carefully studying my face I decided I could pass as a woman; actually I
looked quite attractive and this caused my cock to rise, even in its
tenderness. How strange I thought; to be turned on by looking at myself.
Shaking my head in puzzlement I donned my panties and bra before
venturing to the kitchen to start breakfast.
When Moira arose for breakfast she gave me a hug and a kiss on my cheek
in greeting.
"You smell so nice, Cindy. I love how much you remind me of the old
Cindy. It makes me want to take you back to bed right away and I may do
that when I'm finished eating," she laughed.
Blushingly, I told her, "I'd love that except my clitty is still sore."
The rest of that Sunday after breakfast, in deference to my sore clitty,
we went for a hike. I wore feminine shorts and a loose, short sleeve
blouse with my wig. Moira had to talk me into going as I was still 'being
out in public shy' but it went well. We did meet a couple of guys and I
know they tried to come onto us, but Moira waved the rings on her finger
at them and they backed off. The episode did tend to bolster my
confidence a bit and even though there was some discomfort, I was pleased
at their reaction to my appearance. The large plug in my ass kept me
yearning for something most of the hike. We were tired when we got back
had a nap before packing for the trip back to the city.
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I wore the big plug to work every day under my panties. Moira had removed
the breast forms with a solvent so I could dress normally on the outside
She also removed all traces of my makeup and nail polish. I was becoming
comfortable with my hairless body, but I found that Nair was the proper
way to keep it under control. Learning little things like that plus
keeping myself cleaned out were becoming part of my new life.
We resumed our normal routine that week after coming back from the cabin.
Our sex was limited to her taking me or my eating her and then afterward
she would watch me masturbate myself and cleaning up my cum afterward
with my mouth. It was so rousing to submit to her needs. I did love the
feel of the silky baby doll nighties for sleeping. Everything seemed to
fit together to keep my libido active and my body willing.
I usually get home from work before her and on Thursday when I arrived
there was a large parcel leaning against our apartment door. There was no
return address on the outside of the box or the UPS label but I brought
it inside and went to change into more feminine clothing. Moira arrived
home shortly afterward and saw the box on the kitchen table where I'd
left it. I heard her exclaim her delight.
"Oh, good, it came."
Coming back from the bedroom I saw she was busy with a paring knife
opening it.
"What is it?" I asked.
"Some stuff I ordered from a special web site."
I still must have looked puzzled as she began to take various packages
from the box and putting them on the table.
Opening up one of the packages, a long box about 10" by 3" she took out a
replica of a cock.
"Here's your new butt plug, Cindy," she said as she handed it to me.
I was stunned and could hardly voice my concern as I took it from her.
"But I'm not gay."
"I know you're not Cindy, because you like my pussy so much. But you like
fantasizing about having something big and hard inside you that I thought
you might want to try this. You like your butt plug don't you and this
feels so real doesn't it?"
As she was talking my hands were busy fondling it. The sensuous feel of
the plug shaped like a cock was tantalizing and I did wonder what it
would feel like inside me.
Instead of answering her I just noted, "It does feel so real"
"Why don't you go try it and see how it feels inside you. I'll bet you'll
like it. Some girls like anal and this is just a little bigger than the
plug you have now so I know it will fit with a little extra KY."
Trying to appear reluctant I went into the bathroom and removed the old
plug and then after applying a liberal amount of KY began to push it
inside me. Somehow the feel of it sliding in set my cock to throbbing and
I almost came before I finally had it seated inside my ass.
When I came out with my shorts tented in front, Moira was all smiles.
"See, I told you you'd like it. I'll bet it felt good going in. You
really feel like a woman now, don't you?"
"I guess so." I blushed.
"Now come and get your reward baby." she said as she lay back on the
couch and pointed at her crotch.
Kneeling between her legs with my face buried in her hairless pussy was
so rousing and with the feel of a cock in my ass just doubled my pleasure
as I licked and suckled her to three orgasms. Later she fantasy fucked me
and I ate her creampie when I finished. My submissiveness and my feminism
was almost second nature to me now. I didn't feel complete anymore with
out it. The cock plug in my ass was a constant reminder of my new self.
That night before going to bed she had me go into the bathroom and remove
the cock plug and clean my ass out good. When I came out in my baby doll
night gown and thong I felt so empty when I got into bed and I had to ask
her about it.
"Why can't I have my new plug?"
"Do you miss it baby?"
I blushed as I responded, "Yes."
"Well, just wait a minute and I'll be be right back." she told me as she
picked up another package from the dresser and went into the bathroom.
When she came out a few minutes later she was naked except for a strap-on
dildo at her groin.
"See baby, I have something to put in your pussy. Get on your hands and
knees like a good girl and I'll fuck you real good. You won't have to
fantasize about having a cock inside you this time. You can be my sweet,
girly bitch at last."
Apprehensibly, I looked at the dildo again and saw that it was about the
same size as my cock plug and slowly got on my knees as she applied KY to
the dildo and some to my anus.
"Now baby," she told me as she got on the bed behind me, "this shouldn't
hurt at all. I think you're really going to like it. Every girl dreams
about being fucked and pleasing her man. So I'm going to make you very
happy."
With that she spread my knees wide and placed the head of the dildo at
the entrance to my rectum. I placed my head down on the pillow as I felt
her press forward and the head slide easily inside.
"How does that feel, baby?"
I could only moan in the ecstacy of the moment as she bottomed out and I
felt her pubes against my ass cheeks. Then she began to withdraw it
slowly and then just as slowly push it back in again. Now she picked up
speed as she grabbed my shoulders for leverage and began to forcibly fuck
me. My cock began to pulsate in time with her thrusts and I felt a
tremendous orgasm begin to build in my groin. I was so totally captivated
by being fucked and submitting myself to my butch that I knew deep in my
heart I wanted this like I never wanted anything before. My body and mind
reveled in the ecstacy of total submission and it all reached a crescendo
as I orgasmed and came as she cried out her ecstacy too.
"Oh god, I'm cumming, I'm cumming!!"
She buried the dildo in my ass and I felt her shuddering and heard her
gasping as she orgasmed. My own cum was boiling out of my cock all over
the sheets as I emptied my maleness in totally giving myself to her
dominance.
"That was wonderful, baby. We make a great team don't we?" she gasped.
"I'm a butch dyke and you're my cum loving bitch. What could be better
than this in a marriage."
Her laughter brought me back to reality and I groaned in frustration as
she withdrew the dildo >from my ass.
"Don't worry baby. You can go put your plug back in and I'll let you cum
in my pussy if you can get it hard again."
My legs were still wobbly as I went into the bathroom and reinserted my
cock dildo. It felt so good back inside me and I think I swished a little
as I went back into the bedroom. My cock was beginning to firm up as I
walked toward the bed.
"C'mon baby, get on the bed and I'll fuck you and then you can have
dessert."
Shortly she was stretched out between my legs and with my clitty buried
deep inside her. I lay with my back in the cold cum on the sheets and it
felt so depraved that it added to my libido.. As she fucked me to another
orgasm my mind was in a turmoil of lust and unbridled passion, which
didn't ebb even after she'd pumped her cum into me. It was only after I
was driving her to another orgasm with my tongue up inside her wet pussy
that I felt some ebbing of my libido, However my need to submit drove me
on until I'd sucked her clean and she'd had her final orgasm. After that
we cuddled together and slept the sleep of the exhausted till morning.
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The next morning she donned her strap-on and fucked my ass again before
she let me go and shower. I dumped another load of cum on the sheets I'd
slept on. I really needed the shower. When I came back, she went in and
took a shower while I dressed for work. I wore a nice, light blue pair of
hip hugger panties under my clothes and the cock dildo in my pussy. They
felt so sexy.
She looked radiant as she came naked out of the bathroom wrapped in a
towel.
"While I'm drying my hair why don't you strip the bed and remake it baby.
Then you can throw the sheets in the wash."
"OK honey," I responded. She used to take care of these things and I
found more and more household tasks were falling to me. However, I didn't
mind since it was to please her.
Everyday, the rest of that week, work seemed to drag as I was anxious for
the workday to end so I could get home and see what she wanted me to do
to please her. During the week she didn't put on my breasts but had me
install breast forms in the bra cups. She said we could wait till
weekends at the cabin for more permanent things like finger nails,
breasts, perfume and mascara.
On Thursday evening at bed time I was sitting on the side of the bed in
my bra and panties. I was feeling exposed and vulnerable, but my libido
was high as I waited for her. She was very pleased with my demeanor and
how I was adjusting so nicely to womanhood she told me. After undressing
she went over and put on the strap-on that had given me so much pleasure
in the last few days and looked at me.
"Baby, I want you to get on your knees."
I looked at her questionably as I slowly slid off the bed onto my knees
then she came over and stood in front of me. She pointed at her crotch.
I was confused for a minute. How could I lick her pussy? The strap-on was
in the way. Then it dawned on me what she wanted.
"Honey, I'm not gay," I whined.
"I know you're not gay, baby. But you're a woman now and this is what
women do. They pleasure their man with their mouths as well as their
pussies."
I was looking right at the realistic, purple head of the cock as she
brought it to my lips.
"Open wide baby and let it slide in. Wrap your lips tightly around it and
work your tongue on it as you suck it."
I slowly opened my mouth; not sure whether I wanted to commit to do this
yet. A voice was screaming in my head, "cocksucker, cocksucker" but she
put her hands on the back of my head and pushed the head against my
partly open lips and it was done. It was inside and I remembered her
instructions as I gripped it firmly with my lips and sucked while
allowing my tongue to slide back and forth over the underside of it.
"Oh baby! You look so hot with a cock in your mouth. Look up at me baby,
I'm going to fuck you."
I looked up at her and saw her looking down at me with a smile, that
almost seemed a smirk, on her face. Somehow, I felt so deliciously
humiliated and aroused. She kept her hands on the back of my head and
began to slowly fuck my mouth.
"That's it baby. That's it. Now don't let your teeth touch it and keep
looking up at me. Oh good baby, I wish I had a real cock to let you suck
on. I think you'd really enjoy it, especially if it squirted a lot of hot
cum in your mouth. You know how sweet cum is, don't you baby. Oh god,
this is so fantastic!"
She kept prattling away as she continued to fuck my mouth. Finally, she'd
had enough and she had me get up on the bed on my back with my knees
pulled up to my shoulders. My pussy was fully exposed and ready as she
lay on me and slipped the saliva coated dildo easily into my ass.
She fucked me until she orgasmed but not before I did. The constant
rubbing against my prostate was exhilarating and caused an eruption of
cum all over my stomach and chest. When she climbed off me I
automatically began to wipe it up with my finger and lick it off. She
just watched me with a smile.
"Next time baby, I want to set up the video camera and get some movies we
can watch together."
I was suddenly fearful of having my behavior caught on camera; maybe for
the world to see.
"Oh, I don't know about pictures, honey. That sounds a little risky. What
if someone else saw them?"
"Nobody else will see them unless you want them to baby. But I bet we
have some hot times watching it." she told me as she stroked my cock and
it started to get hard again immediately.
"We'll see," I told her, which left it open for future discussion. Damn!
Her hand felt good on my cock.
The next evening we took off to the cabin again and I saw that Moira had
packed our digital video camera. When we got to the cabin she immediately
had me change my persona into my feminine role. This time she added
something new by giving me a cock ring to wear. The affect was to
immediately shift my libido into high gear such that I sort of lost track
of reality. When she suggested we go into the village for dinner, I
hardly expressed any misgivings at all.
"I think you're ready baby. No one will even notice and the way you're
swinging those hips and tush around you'll be fighting off the boys."
"Well, you stick close to me and get me back here quick if there's any
trouble."
"OK, baby. I'll stick to you like glue."
Moira drove us into town and we ended up at a small Italian restaurant on
the town square. The lights inside were thankfully dim to add to the
ambience. I followed close behind Moira and the hostess as we made our
way past several booths of people to the back. I breathed a sigh of
relief as I slid into our booth across from Moira.
"See, nobody even looked at you except those two young guys in the first
booth. They were giving us a good look as we went by. Did you notice?"
"I was looking straight ahead and tried to blend into the walls," I
whispered.
"When you get more comfortable as a woman, you'll start noticing men's
stares. It goes with the territory."
"If you say so. Right now my blood pressure is still sky high."
"I'll do the ordering," she whispered as a waitress approached, "you need
to practice your female voice person."
After ordering our drinks we continued our conversation in whispers.
"Are you feeling better now? The waitress hardly batted an eye when she
took our orders."
I had to admit that I was feeling a little more comfortable, but it
wasn't until I'd had my first glass of wine that my hands stopped
shaking. After the second glass we were chatting away like two best girl
friends.
Finishing our meal we headed back to the car, but before I knew it the
short walk back to the car had turned into a walk around the town square.
It was dark but the light from store fronts and street lights made it
relatively bright. Still, none of the other walkers seemed to notice that
I was different so I was emboldened to even sway a little. This brought
looks from a few teen agers hanging out at a corner, but thankfully they
were looks of lust and a few comments about putting it to me. When we got
back to the car I was shaking a little but was feeling giddy and somehow
free.
"See, I told you you'd pass inspection, but you're going to have to stop
flaunting it", she giggled, "or you'll be attacked."
When we got back to the cabin I was feeling in high spirits, both from
the wine and my successful exposure as a woman. I didn't object as I
watched Moira set up the video camera on a tripod in the bed room.
"Why don't you go and take out your plug and clean yourself out good?"
she asked me. "Leave your panties off and take that blue pill on the
counter.." she added as an afterthought..
"What's the pill for?"
"Its Viagra.'
"Oh."
When I came back she had finished setting up the camera and was
undressing. while I sat down on the edge of the bed to wait.
"We'll do this for our own porno film," she told me.
"Does that mean we won't have to rent them anymore?" I giggled back;
still feeling the affects of the wine and now the Viagra as it kicked in
creating a rampant erection with my clitty..
I watched as she put on the strap-on and then go and start the camera
after making a final check on the digital screen.
She quickly had me on my knees in front of her with the dildo in my mouth
sucking and bobbing like as though I had a real cock in my mouth. Then
she readjusted the camera and had me get on my back on the bed. She then
skewered my pussy with the dildo and proceeded to fuck me until we both
orgasmed. I guess she got me with the camera scooping up the cum from my
chest afterward and eating it. I was in such a frenzy of lust that I did
every thing she wanted without worrying that my actions were being
recorded. We finished the evening with my clitty inside her until we
orgasmed again and then eating her out afterward. It was almost like the
night before was a dress rehearsal for tonight. I was such a total slut
for her and the camera but never-the-less fell asleep, exhausted but
happy.
The rest of the weekend went by for me as though I was in a dream.
Between the cock plug in my ass, the cock ring and interspersed with
Viagra I stayed in a frenzy of lust most of the time. I think she
recorded most of what went on; even the spanking she gave me with a hair
brush. I was sore but somehow had a feeling of being fulfilled when we
got back to the apartment Saturday evening. It was obvious to me that she
could take me anywhere she wanted now and I wouldn't object but would
revel in the abasement and eroticism of it all.
Monday evening after work she took the video camera and ran off a DVD of
what she'd recorded over the weekend. Then when we went to bed that night
she played on the bedroom TV and watched what had transpired over the
weekend. The picture quality wasn't the best because we didn't have the
proper lighting at the cabin but it was adequate for our personal
viewing. The sight of me on my knees with my red lips wrapped around a
cock was especially erotic for both of us.
"Oh baby, what I wouldn't give to see your lips wrapped around a real
cock and bringing a guy off," she told me as the fingers of one of her
hands worked her pussy and her other hand massaged my cock.
With the stimulation of her hand and the cock ring it wasn't hard to let
my mind dwell on the thought and I was surprised that I didn't feel
repugnant at the fantasy of doing it. If it would please her, why not. I
was a woman now, wasn't I. It wasn't as though I was a sissy or gay. I
was close to cumming when she stopped rubbing my cock and I groaned in
frustration.
"What do you think, baby? Do you want to do it for me? You only have to
do it one time for me if you like."
My mind was in a turmoil. I had been so close to cumming but I'd been
fantasizing about doing it and rationalizing doing it. Why not?
"Yes honey," I groaned. "I'll do it for you if it will make you happy. I
only have to do it once don't I?"
"Only once, baby. That's all I want. I love you so much to do this for
me. Will you swallow too?"
"If you want. I'll swallow too."
"Oh baby! I do love you. I'll set it up tomorrow."
"Do you have someone in mind?" I asked with some trepidation; wondering
whether it would be someone we knew.
"Well, I was thinking about Stan or John if that's all right with you.
They're gay and they live upstairs so it would be perfect. Oh this is
going to be wonderful." she gasped as she pulled her finger out of her
pussy and pointed at it.
Getting between her legs I lowered my face to her wet pussy and began to
service her. As I was working on her my mind was questioning whether I
should suck off someone in our apartment complex. What if word got out?
What would people think of me? Would we have to move? All these questions
and doubts were going through my mind as I worked my lips and tongue on
her clitty. When she finally achieved orgasm and had recuperated, I had
to express my misgivings.
"You know that I really want to do this for you honey. But does it have
to be with someone from our building? What if one of them told someone
else in the building? I'm worried if other people lost their respect for
me, you would."
"I'd never lose my respect for you baby. You'd be doing it to please me,
and, admit it, you'd be doing it because you want to feel a real cock in
your mouth shooting cum down your throat."
I blushed at her keen insight into my reasons for doing it.
She continued, "I really think that they will be very discrete if we
asked them. Maybe you should think about making love to both of them at
the same time. What if you had a real cock in your pussy too. I think I
could cum at the thought of you taking them both on at the same time.
Have you thought about that?"
I hadn't up till then but the thought caused my cock to surge and she saw
it.
"Oh baby. You do like the thought of doing them both. How delicious. I'll
talk to them both tomorrow. I'm going to try sleep now but you think some
more about what it would be like with a cock in your pussy and one in
your mouth at the same time. I'll bet neither one of us gets much sleep
tonight."
She was right.
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TO BE CONTINUED