Reversed Polarity - 05
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REVERSED POLARITY - 05
by Libnos
In the weeks that followed our night at the 'girl's' lounge we took other
opportunities to go back there including weekends at the cabin. At these
times I gained more and more confidence in my role as a woman and by
watching the mannerisms Moira and other women I became more adept at
being one. My fascination with men's cocks continued to grow and I took
every opportunity to enjoy sucking them and partaking of the sweet
juices they provided. Glenda seemed more than happy to provide me with
what I obviously needed as were John and Stan.
It was becoming harder to be a man and I was afraid of making a mistake
at work that would out me as a transgendered person. It seemed that the
only thing that kept me as a man was my lack of breasts and my cock or
clitty as Moira called it. One day we discussed where I wanted to go.
"Cindy, you are becoming more woman-like everyday and I love it. Having a
girl friend to make love to has made me very happy and you make a lovely,
sweet bitch. However, have you ever wondered about attracting a real man?
Glenda is nice, I'm sure, but not a challenge to you as a woman."
"Attract a real man? I don't understand."
"Well, you must realize that women try to make themselves attractive for
men. Its got something to do with our genes and the inherent need to
procreate or something I think. Anyway, a woman's challenge is to attract
a man and mate with him."
"I hadn't thought about it that way, but I guess you're right. Are you
saying we should begin going to places to find men?"
"We could but I was thinking that you should consider making a few minor
changes to your face to be as attractive as possible first. Also, you
might want to consider growing your own breasts as they would give you
more confidence as a woman.
"What do you mean minor changes and breasts?"
"Well, you could have a collagen treatment that would make your lips a
little fuller and your eyebrows could be made a little less bushy. You
could also consider laser work to remove your facial hair permanently.
They would hardly be noticeable for you as a man but they would really
enhance your looks with makeup as a woman. As for breasts, you could go
on a regimen of female hormones to get them. The hormones would also
soften your flesh and make it more feminine."
"I don't want to do anything that would bring attention to me at work."
"I don't think they would. We could make the changes gradually so they
wouldn't be noticed. Rachel told me about a place where the guys go and
they're willing to work with the customer to make any changes as subtle
as possible. You wear a jacket at work and it would hide your breasts.
Would you be interested?"
I thought for a few seconds. If I agree to do this am I telling her that
I'm interested in trying to attract a real man? I do enjoy being a woman
and if it can be done without losing her, jeopardizing my job or causing
me embarrassment, why not? It would make me more womanly and my cock
hardened when I thought about seducing a man and getting the cock I
enjoyed.
"OK, but its got to be a slow change. Will the laser treatments hurt?"
"They're supposed to be relatively painless but you'll look like you've
had a sunburn after they finish each area. We can have that done when
we're off on vacation in two weeks. I'll call now and make an appointment
so we can get started on the other stuff now."
"OK."
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She was right. They set up a program for the metamorphosis of my face was
very carefully programmed over a two month period. I even let my hair
grow and kept it tied back with a rubber band while dressed as a man.
They also started me on female hormones. No one seemed to take notice at
work, even after a two week vacation during which most of my facial hair
was removed. When they finished the transformation of my lips, Moira said
I had lips that would be great for kissing as well as sucking and she was
turned on by the thought watching me suck a cock with my new lips.
After a couple of weeks of the female hormones my nipples grew tender and
I noticed my skin seemed to be getting softer and smoother. Additionally,
it seemed that it was getting harder to achieve an erection without the
Viagra but the overall affect seemed most pleasing and as long as I had
the blue pill I thought it was going well. Anyway, Moira hadn't
complained about my being inadequate for her. On the contrary she seemed
quite happy on my progress into womanhood.
After two months I definitely had breasts and Moira suggested that since
they were growing in nice and firm that I not wear a bra. This didn't
bother me since I enjoyed having them bobble around on my chest and I
could give up the breast forms. I wore a jacket at work anyway so I
didn't think they'd be noticeable unless they got too large.
One night after an evening of robust sex, we were basking in a mood of
sexual satisfaction.
"Cindy, I have a friend at work who says he'd like to meet you. He's just
come off a relationship with another girl and I was telling him about my
cute cousin so I've set up a double date with him and his brother for
Saturday evening."
Oh my gosh! I knew eventually I wanted to see if I could be attractive to
a man but this caught me by surprise.
"This will be your 'coming out' with a real guy," she continued. You're
going to get a chance to be a woman on a real date. I think you're more
than ready, don't you?"
"Wow, I wasn't expecting it so soon. Do you really think I'm ready?"
"Yes, and we'll go shopping this week to get you a new outfit to wear.
I've set you up with an appointment on Saturday morning to get your hair
and nails done too. You'll overwhelm him."
I was suddenly very excited. "What's his name?"
"His name is Brad. He's really cute and I know you're really going to
love him."
"Really? Love him?" I asked with a smirk.
"Well not really love him. You're only supposed to love me, but you'll be
really pleased to be seen together. You'll be fabulous because he's a
real hunk."
Does he know about my 'condition'?"
"You mean, your cock? No, he doesn't. You don't have to get to that part
on a first date. We'll just see how you take to one another."
"I'm excited now and probably won't get to sleep."
"I'm excited for you, baby. I just know you'll like Brad and he's going
to like you."
I tossed and turned all night thinking about my date, what I would wear
and how much I should flirt. It was all so thrilling. It didn't seem
incongruous that I was going out on a date set up by my wife with another
guy. I guess I had been thinking of myself as an unattached female and
Moira as my unattached girlfriend.
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Saturday morning I went to the salon and had my nails and hair done in
anticipation of my date that evening. Friday evening we'd gone out and
picked up a cute cocktail dress that went to my neck but stayed above the
knees and matching shoes. Moira was ecstatic when I tried it on in the
store.
"Oh Cindy, that looks so sharp. Brad will want to eat you up."
"It does look nice and for an off-the-rack it fits quite well doesn't
it?"
"It certainly does. I think I'll get one like it for myself."
Then it dawned on me, as I remembered; she was going on a date too. I
suddenly began to have misgivings about the arrangement but how could I
express them without being a hypocrite? I guess I'll just have to wait
and see what happens.
Saturday evening I was watching out the window when a big Lincoln Town
Car pulled into our driveway at approximately 7 PM and two men got out
and came to our door. Moira opened the door, while I waited in the
livingroom, and greeted them.
"Hi guys, glad you found the place OK. C'mon in the living room and meet
Cindy."
When they entered the livingroom I felt a little faint. They were big
men, probably 6' 4" and weighing around 225 lbs.
"Cindy, I'd like you to meet your date Brad and this is Bob." Moira
introduced them; gesturing to the men in turn.
Oh, she was right, Brad was cute and sooo big. I was developing a fuzzy
feeling in my groin just looking at him. I fleetingly wondered if his
cock matched his size. He had a rugged face with a dimpled smile as he
held out his hand to me. I shook his hand in response.
Hi Cindy, you look really great and I'm glad Moira told me about you. She
didn't do you justice."
"I'm pleased to meet you Brad." I breathlessly exclaimed. He had such a
dazzling smile I thought I'd cum in my panties.
Later after a drink at our place we had a chance to get acquainted and
let my heart slow down we got in the Lincoln with Brad driving. I was
sitting next to him with Moira and Bob in the back. I heard some giggling
in the back as we headed to the restaurant that bothered me, but I didn't
dare look around. I just tried to keep up a conversation with Brad to
distract myself from the back seat.
We enjoyed a wonderful dinner and then moved to a dance club for the
remainder of the evening. It was so nice to be treated as a real woman
with a handsome man attending to me. I was almost giddy with joy because
he was very obviously taken with me. We danced several times and I was
thrilled when I felt his hard cock poking my belly. Moira and Bob danced
also and I was somewhat concerned that they danced very close and I knew
she felt his cock poking her too.
Just before leaving to go home Moira and I adjourned to the ladies room.
Inside she reached into a clutch purse she carried and handed me a
Viagra.
"Take this honey, I'd like you to remember you're still a little bit of a
guy on the way home. We don't want you to get too involved with Brad yet.
Its obvious he likes you and you might get carried away."
I thought it was strange for her to want me to take the Viagra. I t would
certainly remind me about my cock but it would als create an urge in my
groin and raise my libido. However, I did what she asked and took the
blue pill before heading back to the table. When we got there the guys
were just settling the bill and we were ready to leave.
On the way home I sat in the front with Brad again and Moira and Bob sat
in the back. We were all a little giddy from the drinks and joked and
laughed until it got quiet in the back seat. My cock was beginning to
harden and as I feared, my libido was starting to rise. I thought maybe
they'd drifted off to sleep back there but I heard a moan that sounded as
though it was coming >from Bob. I was about to turn around to look but at
that moment Brad reached over and took my hand and placed it on the
crotch of his trousers while he drove with his other hand.
What I found there took my breath away. His fly was open and I touched a
cock standing stiff and tall from it. My fingers automatically curled
around it and I gasped at the diameter but when I slid my hand up and
down its length I knew I'd found a magnificent treasure that caused my
mouth to water.
"What do you think, Cindy? Do you like it?"
"Oh Brad, its awesome." I told him as I continued to run my hand up and
down its length; feeling the precum starting to flow from the bulbous
head.
"It likes to be sucked on too." he laughed softly.
I didn't need a second invitation as I bent across the console separating
us and took the head into my mouth. Because of the blue pill and the size
of his cock I didn't give a thought to Moira and Bob in the back. The
cock in my mouth was where I concentrated my complete attention and I
didn't want or need any distractions while I savored it.
Brad kept driving as I suckled and worked the cock head and shaft as far
down as I could handle it. My efforts brought forth a groan from him and
I felt it begin to swell in my mouth giving me warning that it was about
to erupt. I awaited it with a strange feeling of satisfaction I'd never
felt before when before when giving a blow job so when his cum began to
fill my mouth I eagerly swallowed each pulsation as it spewed forth.
When he finally finished I carefully licked the head clean and sat back
up to place his softening member back inside his pants and zip it back
up.
"That was wonderful, Cindy. Thank you very much." he whispered softly to
me as he continued to drive. Taking a deep breath of satisfaction I ran
my tongue through the residual cum in my mouth and savored its sweet
taste. My cock was still hard and my libido very high as I felt a strange
movement in the car's suspension as we glided along. I couldn't figure
out for a few seconds what was causing it since the roadway we were on
didn't appear to be introduce it. I turned slightly to look in the back
seat and my heart went up into my mouth. Moira was on Bob's lap facing
him with her skirt up around her waist and her knees spread wide on
either side of him. It was obvious by the up and down movement of her
body that my wife was fucking him.
My biggest fear was suddenly realized but somehow I didn't feel a great
remorse. It was obviously something she needed what I couldn't adequately
provide anymore. My mind was frozen by the affects of the blue pill and
the uninhibited desire to submit to my needs. In a flash of clarity I
realized why she really wanted me to take the blue pill before we left
the night club. I t was to get me involved with Brad so that it would
ease her conscience and make me a hypocrite if I complained about what
she was planning to do with Bob. I turned back around and saw Brad
smiling at me with a concerned look on his face.
"Is everything OK, Cindy?" he asked taking one hand off the steering
wheel and taking mine.
I thought for a moment as Moira suddenly squealed behind me and Bob
groaned again as he pumped his cum deep inside her body.
"Yes, everything is OK." I smiled back at him still savoring the cum
coating the inside of my mouth.
When we pulled into our driveway Moira had regained her seat beside Bob
and had her skirt pulled back down. The men got out of the car and took
us up to the door where we stood under the porch light and kissed them
passionately goodnight. After making sure we were safely inside the house
they departed.
Moira grabbed me before I could say anything and kissed me with as much
passion as she provided to Bob. I could smell cum on her breath and felt
it in her mouth with my tongue and I found myself reveling in the
complete eroticism of the moment and responded eagerly to her. Finishing
the kiss she wordlessly grabbed my hand and pulled me down the hallway
to the bedroom where she sprawled on her back on the bed with her skirt
around her waist again. She pointed at her open, wet pussy, still
glistening with the juices from her and Bob's fucking.
"There you are, baby. It's all yours. Clean me up real good." She
indicated with her finger.
I didn't question what she wanted me to do. I crawled between her legs
and brought my mouth to her lovely pussy and began licking and then
probing with my tongue between her pussy lips to suck out the delicious
nectar inside. She groaned and twisted and pressed down on the back of my
head while thrusting up her hips in the moment of almost uninhibited
depravity. My cock throbbed as I indulged myself in her juicy cunt. When
I finished cleaning up Bob's cum and her juices, I attacked her clitty
with my tongue and lips until she screamed and arched her back in
orgiastic pleasure then collapsed back on the bed as the ecstacy ebbed.
"Oh baby," she finally managed to gasp out. "You're awesome. I love you
so much.
She opened my pants and took out my swollen member and began to stoke it
before continuing.
"You enjoyed yourself tonight didn't you baby? You liked Brad's big cock
and it gave you a good feeling as a woman to know you could arouse him.
That's what life as a woman is all about and being a woman is what you
want. You're now my sweet, lesbian lover now, but I still need a cock to
satisfy me completely. You're breasts are growing out nicely now, but
they're there because you had to give up something. You're a woman now,
like me, and as a woman I need to feel good about myself by being able to
attract men too. I need to know that I can satisfy a man just like you
satisfied Brad tonight and like I did with Bob. Do you understand?"
I was beginning to pant a bit as I got closer to cumming and I found it
difficult to concentrate on what she was telling me. I was a woman now
like her and she had needs as a woman just like I do. That made sense. I
had needs, why not her. I wasn't a man anymore, I was a woman and needed
to please a man.My cock suddenly erupted with its pent up load of cum and
I spewed it forth into her hand crying out as I did.
"Oh god, I understand, I understand!!"
"Oh, I'm so glad you understand baby. Brad and Bob want to see us again
and I want so much to see you happy with Brad. He will fulfill you as a
real woman and I will have Bob to fill my needs as a woman. Then we will
have each other to make love to and we'll never have to part. Doesn't
that make sense?"
My libido was receding now and I felt sad that I suddenly realized a
monumental moment had just past in my life and I had accepted the change
in the midst of an orgasm. My life would never be the same again. I would
be watching my wife, the person I loved most in the world, being made
love to and satisfied by another man. No, not another man, A MAN. I was
no longer a man and could no longer satisfy her as a man. Yet, I was
happy for her and myself because being loved as a woman by a man was a
necessary part of being a woman.
Her hand was dangling above my mouth now as I lay on my back and she let
my cum drip down her fingers into my mouth and then I was licking her
fingers clean. My world seemed complete now.
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THE END
This story certainly doesn't compare with the articulation and prose of
Vickie Tern, but maybe in its own right it has some redeeming features
and you've enjoyed reading it.