A New Life, Chapter Four: Awakening.

by:	Bythe Spirit

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Rating: X	Add Review	Added: 06/02/2007
Complete: yes
Synopsis:	A trip to the doctor. More of the future is revealed. Living in the most erotic of times.
Categories:	Crossdressing / TV  She Males
Keywords:	Hormones

Chapter 4
The Awakening.

Everybody was most mysterious about my appointment with Dr Sebastian. It didn't help that he was away for the next couple of months. Mummy told me not to worry. Whist I could do the testing now I still had to wait until my 14th birthday before I could start transitioning for real.

Meanwhile Toby and Mike were quite keen to show me a few more tricks they reckoned I needed to know about. I wasn't allowed to join in; except for the odd special occasions Mike would let me play with his sexy cock. I wasn't allowed to suck him again but I was becoming quite an expert at stroking and caressing his cock until he would come with mighty panting. I did enjoy the taste of his love cream even if it wasn't straight out the udder! But I did learn that anal play was so important to the transitioned female. I watched as Toby and Mike teased and explored each other's butts. I watched fascinated as they entered each other's bums and brought each other to orgasm. I was amazed when Toby showed me how using his tongue on Mike, especially after a shower together, could bring about the same effect. What they wouldn't do was screw with me.

It was no secret, but I was solemnly informed that would come in time. It was too early. I had to be transitioned before I could even think about that. So Mike and Toby wouldn't let me join in and Serenity refused to, citing the 'rules!' That didn't apply to self-exploration and I soon learnt that fingering and then finger fucking my bum brought about some pretty heady feelings that always led to orgasm.

I asked Auntie Dawn quite innocently one day for a vibrator. Boy was that a mistake. She threatened to up-end me there and then and spank me so hard I wouldn't sit for a week. I guessed she meant no. Serenity informed me that Auntie Joy had responded likewise when she had thought of it. So that was as far as our self-exploration got. Still fun though!

Toby was very reluctant to allow me much access to his sweet body. Though I quickly worked out that if I slipped into his bed in the early hours of dawn and softly played with his puffy nipples, he was usually too excited to stop me from at least making sure he came.

It was something we all did have in common. Sensitive boobs and nipples. Serenity was now beginning to develop real girl's boobs. Her nipples always seemed to be erect and she teased me mercilessly about her being a woman now. I spent many hours sucking and caressing and teasing her hard nipples and soft new growths and she was always willing to reciprocate.

Along the way she had discovered a new trick, which involved elastic bands.

First she tricked me by suggesting she tie my hands the bed head so she could lavish love and affection on my nubile young sweet body. Now I was always glad to lie back and let Serenity have free reign with my body. She had amazing self-control and I knew she would never step over the boundaries set by our mothers. Basically nothing below the waist! Drats!!

Well this night all the adults were out. Her dad had gone out as his feminine alter ego, so heavens knows what they were up to! Mike and Toby and Charlie were having a threesome in the games room downstairs. The locked games room. Double drats. Both Toby and Mike were al a femme and Charlie had arrived with a big grin on his face and huge erection in his shorts in anticipation. So there was no way we would be disturbed!

She used silk ties to secure my wrists to the head of her brass bed. I felt so helpless, but so sexy too! She started off with an erotic striptease. Her blouse first, her short skirt, her small cupped satin bra, which she tantalisingly draped over my puffy had nipples, but not her sexy satin panties.

This wasn't the first time she had done a show for me and it was always a great time. I thoroughly enjoyed viewing and inspecting her developing nubile young body. I was always turned on, but I was just as aware that one-day I might look just as sexy. I did hope so.

Finally she climbed on me and after laying a thick towel over my hard cock she firmly panted herself on top of me. Like I said she had amazing self-control and religiously respected the boundaries.

She lay on me brushing her small perfectly forming boobs over mine. Our nipples teasing and fencing, brushing and touching until I thought they couldn't get any harder or any more erect. I was wrong.

She sat up and smiled at me, fondling her own bobbies so seductively, teasing me mercilessly. Her nipples were really erect and so, so appealing. I just yearned to take them in my mouth and lavish them with love and affection.

Then she started on mine. Oh it was so exciting, then so tormenting. She rolled each one in turn. Teasing, lightly pinching, rolling, pulling. She kept telling me what sweet sexy puffy nipples I had. How the boys - and the girls - would be lining up to kiss and caress me. How Dirk would be over the moon at my lovely hard nipples and soon to be boobs.

I was being transporting to another level of joy and rapture.

Then she started comparing hers to mine. How hers were sexier. I of course had to disagree. How much bigger hers were. I of course had to disagree. How hers were longer. I argued - of course!

Her teasing continued. She kept saying how she could make hers even bigger. Now they were also incredibly hard and erect. I didn't see how she could and I told her so and not very politely.

Wrong move. She bet me if she could then I had to let her try to make mine bigger.

In a flash I agreed.

That was when she pulled out the elastic bands she had held her hair in place. I watched mesmerised as she stroked her hard nipples with the ends. Then she flicked them in turn lightly at first but then with ever increasing force. The twang on flesh was quite pronounced. It looked and sounded painful, but she kept smiling and moaning softly.

But it was the effect on her nipples that was most pronounced. They were bigger, longer thicker and throbbing bright red. It was quite incredible.

"That must hurt!" I whispered. I was quite taken back.

Serenity was pretty extroverted and I knew she enjoyed a bit of play fighting and spanking, but this was something quite different.

"No not a lot, it is too exciting to really hurt. That takes away the pain a lot. If you start softly and build up you sorta get use to it and you go with the flow. I've done it harder than that!

"You have?" I was stupefied. We had always shared everything before.

"Why didn't you tell me," I was most put out.

"I am silly, now," she laughed. "But I haven't finished yet," she grinned.

"What else?" I gasped.

"This!"

She took a band and stretched it and then carefully slowly quite erotically began wrapping it around her left nipple.

I watched mesmerised as it slowly engulfed that her pink and red button. It was also obviously getting tighter and tighter. Her face was a study in sheer determination as she continued to inflict - well at least a high level of discomfort - if not actual pain.

Then she started on the other one. Round and round tighter and tighter. Her determination and self-control was incredible. She was softly crying. But it was her eyes that gave the real emotions away. I had seen that sparkle so often. She was in raptures of pleasure and sexual satisfaction. She was enjoying the pain. She was getting off on it - big time.

Finally she had the thin bands wrapped around both nipples and she sat up and breathed a huge sigh.

"See," she grimaced proudly, "they are bigger!"

Well she was right. Though tightly wrapped in elastic, each nipple was even further distended and swollen.

She flicked each on in turn and moaned softly. "Oh Jo it's wonderful, it's so different, it's just out of this world."

Then she looked at me coyly. "Now it's your turn," she smiled, "that's if you're game!"

Well the one thing I had never refused from Serenity was a challenge. OK she had had got me into trouble one more than one occasion, but a challenge was a challenge!

She rolled off me and knelt to one side. Flicking my nipples softly she teased and stimulated them. Harder and harder her flicks and little pinches were applied rapidly to each hard puffy nipple.

I think the fact that I was tied down heightened the sensations even more. I was helpless; at her mercy; I was loving it.

She took my closet nipple in between her thumb and finger and simultaneously squeezed and pulled as hard as she ever had before.

I squealed out in pain, real pain.

"Baby," she chided, "if you're going to sequel I'll gag you. In fact I reckon I'll gag you in any cease."

She picked up her panties and rammed them into a ball into my mouth. The smell of her on her panties was just consuming and it was more than effective in deadening my groans and little screams.

Again she applied pressure to my nipples. Pulling and squeezing expanding them even further.

"Now for the bands," she crowed, "that's if the big baby girl can stand a little bit of iddy biddy pain."

She knew which buttons to press!

Then it started softly at first sort of a tingly feeling as she began wrapping my already extended nipples in the thin cutting band. The pain was imperceptible at first, but as she wrapped and stretched the elastic tighter it cut into my sensitive bobbin. The pain was no longer imperceptible; it was real. I was moaning and crying out for her to stop, but all that came out was muffled groans.

But it wasn't the only effect. The towel had long disappeared from my groin and my cock was sticking up hard and strong and leaking copious amounts of pre-cum. What ever else was happening somewhere deep inside I was finding this a huge turn on.

"Tut! Tut!" she teased, "my baby girl is getting all excited, perhaps I should warp her big clitty as well," and she cruelly flicked the lower part of my throbbing cock.

The thought of her doing to my willy what she was doing my nipples was truly terrifying and I strained frantically at the silk ties. Too late I realised that she had done a really good job of the knots and binding and there was no escape.

I was in panic mode. Would she really do what she had threatened? I think she sensed my change in mood and began reassuring me that she was only teasing. Her fingers trailed over my hard throbbing teen cock and she softly caressed and reassured me until the danger was past.

As I regained control she began lightly caressing my elastic bound nipple. It was completely weird. Yes it hurt, but there was a warmth, flowing ebb and flow of pain and yet riding alongside were feelings I had never experienced before. Warm eddies of pleasure began engulfing my puffy tormented nipples and flow across my chest.

She switched her attentions to my other nipple and likewise bound it with the thin elastic band. I was moaning, but I was panting too. I wanted her to stop, but I wanted more of this new excruciating washing all over of pain.

"Incredible isn't it?" breathed Serenity who was getting even more turned on by my erratic reactions. "I can stop if you want to, but look at your nipples they are huge. They are as big as mine," and flicked her still encircled nipples.

It was true my nipples had swollen and enlarged; both in length and the width of the tips poking out of those cruel bands.

Suddenly she rolled on top of me. Our nipples rubbing, colliding against each other. The feeling was out of this world. The more I struggled in protest against the pain the more those strange feelings washed through my body. My cock was pressing against her lower belly. It was such a good job I had been restrained or all our self-control of previous times would have been for naught!

However Serenity sneaky to the last was rubbing herself against my hard throbbing cock. The smooth satin panties driving me distraction. I was being bombarded by feelings I had never ever previously experienced and there could only be one-end result. There was only one end result.

My cock reared against her pantie-clad groin and I shot the biggest load of cream I had ever brewed all over her and all over me. We were swimming; well that was what it seemed like at the time, in sperm. My sperm!

Serenity's orgasm was only seconds behind. Her body arched and she forced down against me and huge tremors ran through her teen body as she orgasmed. Like me she had never had feelings that intense before.

Finally we feel limp on the bed and she rolled off me and cuddled and cradled me. We swapped intense but soft loving kisses and professed our undying love. It was truly an amazing intro to the world of pain and pleasure.

As we lay she told me how she had found about this little trick. I was shocked to hear that she had (unintentionally) discovered our aunties making love. She was startled to actually see them lavishing love and affection on each other's she-male clitty's. However it was when Auntie Dawn began dominating Auntie Joy, (we both agreed that was had thought it would have been the other way around), that she had her first inkling about the world of pain and pleasure. I had to say the image of Auntie Joy over Auntie Dawn's lap receiving a bare bottom spanking like a naughty little girl was just too much and my cock began stirring. Then the elastic bands and Auntie Joy's reaction to them had made her determined to try it. First she had practiced on herself and had been driven to quite an amazingly strong orgasm. That had made her determined to share her new skills with me!

Serenity saw the result of her story telling and threatened me with a spanking of my own. It was at that point that we were disturbed by our brothers downstairs. She quickly undid the ties and we managed, with not some discomfort, to release our sore and swollen nipples. Was had just enough time to hide under the bed covers and feign sleep before being discovered by our nighty-clad brothers. Through squinting eyes I could see that they too had been having some fun times given their dishevelled states.

Dr Sebastian

Eventually my appointment with Dr Sebastian came around, I had waited nearly two months and whilst I had enjoyed many new experiences and had spent as much time as a girl none of this would count unless Dr Sebastian gave me an A1 classification. Nothing less was acceptable.

I was up early that day and though I was allowed to wear my prettiest pink panties and matching bralette I had to attend as a boy.

The day did have an enjoyable start though. Auntie Dawn joined me in the shower and gave me an enema, not once, but twice and then of course Toby had to relieve me of the ensuing build up of love cream. Such a helpful older bother.

It was eleven a.m. when Mummy, Auntie Dawn and I presented ourselves at Dr Sebastian's office. The first thing I noticed was it really busy. I was not the only one going through testing. I recognised two other boys who were just a bit older than me.

Robbie in particular was a very attractive boy. His long hair was tied back in ponytail, but it was his chest that took my attention. Already he was showing signs, prominent signs, of breast development.

Jerry surprised me in that whilst he spent the required number of female days he always chose male days when ever possible. However siting there in a cute white shirt and very shot black tailored shorts and whites socks and pumps he did look ever so cute.

Other's waiting included one older boy, well girl really. Simone, nee Simon was more Toby's age. Boy was she dressed to kill. White tight boob toob showing off a very well developed pair of full sexy breasts. Tight leather pants, Black tights covering her ever so long legs and knee high leather black boots. Her long brown hair tied back in a ponytail. She was just f******* stunning!

When she stood up she dominated the whole room and she knew it!

Then there was the receptionist nurses. Three in all. Young, beautiful and ball breakingly sexy!

Of course they all knew mummy and Auntie Dawn. But one in particular was obviously a great friend if the kiss she gave my auntie was anything to judge by. Tonsil exploration would be a good description.

After what seemed interminable form filling I was taken by Marie; Auntie Dawn's special friend, into change cubicle. It was tastefully decorated in very feminine colours. There was a large bed draped with a silk pink duvet. Marie explained it was for patients who had to spend longer time waiting for assistance or test results.

"Some times," she smiled sweetly, "we use it for overnighters, saves going home if we're really busy or late." She smiled at Auntie Dawn and they both giggled.

I was helped to undress which I have to say was almost enjoyable experience. Marie was most complimentary about my choice of underwear.

I was slipped into a lemon satin robe that wrapped around my excited body. Marie whispered that she would help me get rid of that little bulge before I saw Dr Sebastian.

She ushered Mummy and Auntie Dawn out and made me lay on the bed, my robe open. She knelt next to me and stroked my hard cock through my panties.

"You are well built for one so young, " she whispered. Her fingers traced up and down my protrusion. He fingers seemed to dance over and around my throbbing prick.

Her other hand found my hard nipples and she rolled each hardening little nubbin in turn.

Then she pulled the front of my panties down and my hardness reared up begging for attention.

"Oh you poor dear," she teased, "so eager, so rampant, so ready! I think we need a milker."

"A what," I panted in confusion.

"A milker. Didn't Auntie Dawn tell you about the milkers? She use to be one when she was going through school. It's like working at the supermarket, students earning a bit of extra pocket money. You may even know your milker, but we prefer to keep their identity a secret. People use to ring them up at all sorts of inconvenient times for extra milkings. It's fun sometimes, but a pain in the butt at other."

She pressed a button and almost immediately the door opened and a male entered the room. He was quite sexily attired in a tight white sports vest and very tight, very tight black shorts. And a hooded mask. Actually he looked a bit scary. But with Marie there I felt pretty safe.

"Hi K," said Marie, "this is Joseph, or maybe soon Josephine, he needs a bit of help with you know what.

"Oh yes please," whispered K, his voice was soft, perhaps as a disguise, but very, very sexy and appealing. "Oh he'll be a lovely Josephine I'm quite sure and yes he does need a bit of help and what lovely pretty underwear. I might need a milking too after this," he chuckled.

"OK I'll leave you to do the treatment."

No sooner had she vacated her spot that it was filled by K. He did smell so great. A real husky male smell. It smelly sorta familiar, something my brother might use. Certainly I had smelt it in his room quite a few times.

His fingers wrapped around my straining cock and he stroked it gently; I just lay there enjoying the flood of feelings. It was the first time I had been stroked by a stranger. The boys at school had done it more than once, much more than once, and of course Toby and Mike, but this was excitingly different.

He lowered his head and softly blew hot air across my gleaming cock head.

"Oh Joseph," he whispered, "I bet the boys just adore your sweet sexy body and this gorgeous hunk. You're husband to be will be so excited too if you pass the test. And I'm sure you will!"

Then his mouth engulfed my whole cock. Straight in. No ceremony. It was totally immersed in his strong sucking mouth. His fingers found my hairless tight ball sac and squeezed so gently, so erotically.

Needless to say I had absolutely no control. I exploded then and there into his mouth. He didn't miss a beat and he sucked and milked me until he had collected very last drop I'd deposited.

He sat back and nodded appreciatively, "well Joseph that was a pretty explosive orgasm for one so young and so tasty. You really will be popular as you mature and blossom."

He leant over and scribbled the time on piece of paper. He pinned it to my satin gown. "Dr Sebastian will want that later."

He helped me up and gently pulled up my pretty panties, but not before wiping my cock dry with tissues and giving it a final kiss goody bye.

He led me through the door he had entered through and down a corridor to another waiting room. Mummy and Auntie Dawn were waiting. Both smiled so knowingly. K leant over and kissed me softly on the lips.

"I do hope you pass," he whispered, "cos I'd love to be part of your training, you're an absolute sweetie." And he was gone. That tight ass was so appealing as he sashayed through an other door.

"Mmmm, sexy hussy isn't he," smiled Auntie Dawn.

I settled down in between Mummy and Auntie Dawn and waited with an air of excitement for what was to come next.

We didn't wait too long before Marie called for us and led us off towards another door, Dr Sebastian's office. As she did she smiled sweetly, "I have a break right now, but I'd love some help to tidy Joseph's room, I'm sure you could HELP me!"

Mummy smiled sweetly and laughed, "oh Marie, Dawn is very good at helping where ever it's required and she does have some time to kill."

Now why Mummy would be offering Auntie Dawn's services to clean up I didn't really know but the grins seemed to say it was a good idea. You'd think she did enough tidying up at home!

Still I was more interested in meeting Dr Sebastian and getting on with you know what!

Dr Sebastian greeted me warmly as we entered the room and Marie left us with him.

"Have fun dear," mummy laughed, "she's been very busy just lately, so she deserves a reward or two!"

Adults are really odd you know, Auntie Dawn needs a rest so mummy sends her off to clean up with Marie. Weird Hey!

Mummy and I sat down and Dr Sebastian perused a rather bulky folder. Finally he spoke, "well Joseph it seems your more than a bit keen to transform, tell me why?"

Well that spooked me for a moment. Why did I? I hadn't ever been asked before. I certainly hadn't ever tried to explain it to anybody before.

"From the beginning if you like, when did you know you really wanted to?"

I looked at mummy and shrugged. "I don't really think there was one moment. Serenity and I had always assumed we would be together for all our lives. I love her so much!"

"So why not wait till you're fourteen and marry her?"

Now I hadn't really thought about that, but it was more than that.

"But I just love being a girl too," I said simply. "I have always loved my female days and I want to be female now."

Dr Sebastian nodded and scribbled a few notes.

"Do you feel pretty?" he asked kindly.

I giggled a little quite embarrassed and looked for support from mummy.

She just smiled and said nothing. Big help there!

I looked back at Dr Sebastian, "Well I suppose I do when I'm all dressed up."

"Well Jo if it's any help I think you're very pretty and I'm sure many of your friends do too. If your notes are anything to go by many of your school friends you shower with think you're quite a cute little moppet too."

I blushed again. How did he know that?

"Certainly our milker thought you were quite adorable. In fact it's time for you to stand and let me see how your development is coming along."

I stood up and he directed me to undo my robe and take it off.

I was a bit nervous but still complied. I stood of him in my sweet pink panties and matching bralette. I was so nervous but very, very excited.

"Well the reports do Jo no justice, he's one of the sweetest, most natural candidates I have seen in quite awhile."

Mum smiled proudly.

"Turn around sweetie!"

I did as he asked. I was still a bit embarrassed and nervous, but if this nice man wanted to view my cute little body then who was I to argue.

"Quite sweet Jo, you have a lovely slim chest, which would look so very erotic with a pair of budding breasts. You already have very firm pronounced nipples and obviously they excite quite easily."

I looked down at my bralette-clad chest. Yes he was right, my nipples, as usual these days, had gone quite hard and were pressing very firmly against the tight smooth material encapsulating my chest.

He made me turn some more until I was facing away from him.

"Spread your feet apart please, sweetheart."

I moved as he had asked. I could feel my buttocks tighten and relax. I knew I had a cute bum, I was feeling even more erotic and excited.

"Now Jo I want you to grip your ankles and stay very still."

Wow! What was going on here? I could feel my willy stirring once again. But who was I to argue.

I bent over and gripped my ankles.

"Legs straight darling," chided mummy.

I did as she said and I knew my bum was straining against my tight sexy panties. It wasn't the only thing. My cock, which was firmly nestled between my legs thank heavens, was rearing itself in almost unladylike way.

I could feel Dr Sebastian was right behind me.

"Now Jo I want you to remain perfectly still."

I tensed my legs. What was he going to do? I didn't know. but I was sure as hell hoping he was going to do something.

Then I felt his hands. He was squeezing my bum cheeks.

"Very firm, sweetheart, just like any sweet little teen should be. And you have such lovely long smooth legs."

His hands trailed up and down as if to prove the point.

"You must be very proud?"

"Oh we are," gushed mummy, "we all think he is just right for transitioning. We know Kurt had always thought he was just so cute. And Serenity too of course."

His hands were still caressing my bum and my legs; he certainly seemed impressed by the merchandise.

Then his fingers slipped between my open thighs. I could feel him gently brush against my hard clitty/cock.

"Oh yes, very well developed for one so young still. I can already feel why our milker was so impressed and all your little school friends of course."

I was somehow managing to stay still despite all the internal trembling and turmoil as his fingers traced up and down my hardness

"Mmm, I think you're just about ready for another milking, and we have a few more tests to go yet."

He turned to my mother, "perhaps you'd like to a coffee we find this part of the testing is best done in private, you may stay if you wish. It is entirely up to you?"

"Mum chuckled softly, "oh doctor I think you know best, I'm sure Jo will be in very capable hands."

And she was gone.

Dr Sebastian turned me around, he had a kind smile on his face and stroked my cheek softly. "Jo you really are such a sweet little darling. I know you'll pass the tests with flying colours. You aren't scared are you?"

I shook my head vehemently, "oh no Dr Sebastian this is all so exciting, so new. I can't wait for my proper transition anything you say - or do," I pouted sexily, well I hope it was sexily, "is fine by me."

"Hot little things aren't you?" asked one of the nurses I had seen on my arrival. She had just entered to the room. I really was taken by her short white uniform and the way it encased her tight sexy body. I shuddered in pleasure.

"This is Claudia, she actually knows your brother quite well from school, though he is a couple of years younger. You might remember her as Claude; he won the school's senior age swimming championship in his last year.

I gaped in amazement. I did indeed remember Claude. He had surprised even the older kids by competing in a very tight skimpy bikini that showed off his small sprouting boobs. Nobody was ever quite sure if it was intentional, but as he bent over to receive his medallion around his neck, the top came off and his small boobies were displayed for all to see. He wasn't at all fazed as he stood on the podium waving his arms and displaying his hard won medallion. Of course that wasn't all he displayed.

He was carried off to the changing room by four of the older boys and they still hadn't reappeared by the time we were leaving

Now here she was looking absolutely gorgeous, sexy and exquisite, smiling at me so invitingly. Oh heaven!!

"Jo I am going to pull your panties down and I have to insect your bum," he paused and chuckled, "inspect it very carefully. Do you think you can stand still whilst I do that?"

I gulped in surprise, but I was very quick to realise that this was going to be lots of fun and awfully exciting.

Bum inspections, especially intimate bum inspections, were always a pleasure, whether it was Serenity or the kids at school.

"Oh yes Dr Sebastian I'm sure I shall. I shall certainly try my hardest," I giggled.

"Speaking of hard," cooed Claudia, "whilst Dr Sebastian is performing his inspection I shall be milking that gorgeous boy clitty that Marie has told me all about. We want to see how long you can hold your love cream for after your first milking. It's important that you try for as long as you can."

"We also want to see how well you are at producing that lovely love cream in between milkings," add Dr Sebastian.

I shuddered at the thought. How could I possibly hold off with these two attacking my most sensitive regions? I didn't know, but I was certainly going to try, especially as it was so important. I didn't want to muck up my testing, now did I?

I nodded valiantly, "I shall try my best, I promise!"

Dr Sebastian's fingers slid inside the waistband of my pink panties and slowly pulled them down over my tight buttocks and smooth groin instantly releasing my hard cock.

It sprang out just as Claudia sank to her knees. She had undone the top three buttons off her tight nurse's uniform and I had a wonderful view of her full firm breasts held so tightly in what seemed to me to be in a too small bra.

At eighteen, maybe nineteen she was one sexy piece of oozing action.

She gently cupped my throbbing cock and stroked it gently. "Oh yes sweetie, quite delightful and quite presentable for such a youngster. Definitely rivals Toby's.

I beamed with pleasure. However that wasn't all that was assailing my senses. Dr Sebastian had parted my bum cheeks and his fingers was softly teasing my anal crack and stroking my tight little bum cheeks.

This double attack was just too much.

Claudia sensed my heightened excitement and applied pressure to the base of my hard cock.

"Not yet honey, we can't erupt too soon. Doc has to finish his tests."

What those tests included soon became obvious as I felt a wet substance being applied to my bum.

Now this wasn't a new feeling, after all whenever I had enemas I was always pre-greased. And of course Serenity just loved teasing and tormenting my tight back passage.

His fingers smeared the cool cream over my tight puckered little orifice.

"Quite sexy, Jo, quite sexy!" he breathed. "Now I just need you to relax whilst I test this cute virgin hole. You are a virgin aren't you honey?"

"Oh yes Doc, yes, yes, yes."

"Now just relax and enjoy the sensations. Claudia has much more to offer yet. We really need you to see how long you can control yourself for."

Control I thought, what sort of control could I have when he was pressing his finger firmly against my tight bum muscle. Then I felt hot breath on my hard cock. I looked down again and I was just in time to see Claudia wrap her hot sexy lips round the head of my throbbing glistening cock. That was all though, she had my cock in her mouth, but she just held it there, allowing me to fully experience the feel of her soft lips and wet mouth.

Meanwhile Dr Sebastian was encouraging me to relax and to accept his invading finger.

I had no choice really I knew if I resisted it would hurt. Plus I really, really wanted him in me. Serenity had got no further than half one finger. A couple of boys had tried equally hard in the shower with their soapy fingers, but I had always resisted. Apart from the enema nozzle which was much narrower, or so it seemed and tapered of course, nothing had invaded my precious virgin rear. Serenity and I had both faithfully promised each other that we would be virgins on our wedding night.

But that thought was fast disappearing as Dr Sebastian inveigled his finger against my tight ass.

"Such sweet sexy bum cheeks, I'll bet Kurt will just love to give you cute sexy spankings." As if to reinforce his point his hand slapped sharply but not too hard across my tight cheek.

"Oh yes," he laughed softly, "little pink hand print."

Again he spanked me a bit harder. It was weird though, whenever Serenity play spanked me it sorta hurt, nice sorta hurt, but hurt all the same. But this was different. A warm flush spread through my buttocks. It was sheer pleasure. I almost said harder but I bit my tongue. He was already quite keen, I'm not sure I wanted to encourage him any more.

"Oh yes Jo, I'm sure Kurt will love to give your tight sexy tush a real sexy spanking. Both of you if I know Kurt at all," she chuckled.

I should have been alarmed but I wasn't. The though of being put over Kurt's knee and being spanked like a naughty little girl was quiet enthralling. The though of seeing Serenity being equally treated was more than enthralling. As was the thought of she and I doing it to each other!

It was a feeling of disappointment when after four more stinging slaps Dr Sebastian stopped spanking my sore little butt, but as he was equally busy fingering my anal opening my thoughts soon transferred fully to that.

His finger was now and well truly embedded deep in my ass. Deeper than anybody had dared trespass before. I wanted to protest, but all that came out was squeals and moans and deep pants. I was thoroughly immersed in what he was doing to me.

"Right Jo we need to see how long you last this time and then how long you take to recover in between. We have Maria's timings so we expect you to be pretty well self controlled."

I gulped deeply and spluttered something inane like I will try my best. Crying out loud try my best. Dr Sebastian's finger was firmly up my ass and Claudia had my cock inside her warm sexy mouth. Exactly how was I supposed to control these incredible dual tormentors?

Claudia slowly began sucking my cock in and out of her soft sexy mouth. Her lips were wet and glistening and so fucking sexy. Her nipples were rock hard. I had to close my eyes to try and block out this wonderful manifestation of a sexual goddess.

The Dr Sebastian joined in. His finger slowly travelled deep into my back love passage and then almost withdrew, before ploughing back equally as slowly. And then out. Then back in! Then out. I was twisting and turning in sheer sexual pleasure.

How I was staying in control I had no idea. I worked out later they were cheating. They must have, 'cos very time I felt my self peak they slowed down even further or Dr Sebastian laid a couple of more fairly hefty slaps across my bum or worse still my upper thighs. Gee the sharp pain soon took my attention away from the feelings being exaggerating in my hard, very hard and very ready cock.

Claudia also had a rather mean trick of squeezing my ball sac far too tightly. I yelped more that once in shock, surprise and pain. But I didn't want it to stop. The pain and the pleasure were somehow fused together in one all engulfing wash of ecstasy that travelled to and fro through my panting heaving body.

But alas even I could hold out no longer and as Dr Sebastian seemed to push his finger even deeper than before and Claudia swallowed my hard cock so it banged against her throat, I knew I was gone. With a loud scream of pleasure and dare I say sheer reluctance, I shot my teen love cream deep inside Claudia's ever-receptive mouth. She too moaned and yelled in delight and if it were possible gulped and sucked my cock even more eagerly, milking and squeezing every last drop of my love cream deep into her mouth. She had to have swallowed it all 'cos when I looked down at her happy beaming face there was hardly a drop around her sexy wanton lips.

Finally they both relented and if heard a double plop as Dr Sebastian's finger finally withdrew and Claudia let my wilting cock slip out of eager mouth.

I was done for or so I thought. I looked up manfully or was it sissily and I was allowed to lie on the couch.

Both Dr Sebastian and Claudia were beaming at me. Dr Sebastian looked at his stopwatch. "Gee Jo that was pretty amazing 60 minutes in between climaxes and you lasted eleven and half minutes give or take a few seconds. Few can manage that, not even Claudia here and she has a reputation based on perseverance!"

I could only nod and beam happily.

"Do you get spanked often?" he asked. "Mum - Dad - Toby perhaps?"

"On no not mummy or daddy or Toby" Now that sounded a bit strange, being spanked by Toby, but I felt little tremor rush through brain at the very thought.

"Serenity then?" ask Claudia.

"A few times, just playing around, but not like today."

"You like it?" Dr Sebastian asked kindly.

"Well no not exactly like it, but I was sure excited, isn't that bit odd?"

"No not at all, some men and woman and a high number of transitioners actually enjoy the experience. I think you may be one of them. The pain of spanking soon turns into a greater and sometimes overwhelming pleasure. Claudia here for instance had never been spanked at all until she transitioned, but since then she has often taken a quite severe spanking."

I gasped in surprise. Claudia looked so sweet and delectable. Why would she want to be spanked?

She must have read my mind and laughed. "Oh you goose, it's like any stimulus it turns some people on more than others."

"But Dr Sebastian said severe. That must be awful?"

"Not at all. I had a spanking only a couple of nights ago. My lover used a cane, a leather strap and finished off with a hand spanking. I received over a 100 all together and I came three times and that was before we made love. Having sex with a sore bum is quite an experience. Look I'll show you."

She turned around and lifted the hem of her nurses uniform. Her tight black panties came into view. Once her skirt was around her waist she proceeded to pull down her panties revealing two incredibly sexy tight buns. But they were not the white or tanned buttocks I expected to see. There was clear evidence of what she had told me, including a lot of fading stripes criss crossing her backside.

The cheeks too were myriad of light and darker blues, obviously the end result of being paddled and hand spanked.

"We've never done anything like that," I whispered in awe. "A few pink and red hand prints are all we've left behind."

Claudia laughed. "I use to be like that, but now I can get off on this too."

Dr Sebastian took my hand and guided it to her open inviting marked buttocks. "Feel the stripes," he encouraged, "she likes that."

Claudia twitched her buttocks in inviting anticipation.

I let my finger trace down a short stripe and she oohh and ahhed, not in pain or discomfort but in pleasure.

"See even a few days later it stills tingles and hurts a bit, but I love it," she chided. "I bet you'd like to spank me and see if you could add a few pinks and reds too?"

I gasped in shock. She couldn't be serious, but my cock was stirring at the very thought.'

Claudia edged over to high backed chair and bending over gripped it, her legs apart, her anal crack displayed, her hard clitty hanging between her legs.

"Go on don't miss the opportunity I wouldn't!"

"Six hard slaps I dare you," chided Dr Sebastian.

Now this was incredibly exciting, weird, but so, so intoxicating. My cock was testimony to that.

Dr Sebastian took me by the hand and guided me to Claudia's prostrated sexy body. I was fully taken in by her tightly marked cheeks and her hard clitty that was displayed so full on and sexily between her legs. I had a sudden urge to drop to my knees and suck it. Yes actually take it in my mouth and suck it. Milk her just like she had milked me.

Dr Sebastian must have read my thoughts. He grinned, "spank her really hard and I'm sure she'll be in need of further attention! That's what you want to do isn't it?"

I nodded softly.

"Most transitioners get that urge very strongly at the beginning, it's one of the signs we look for, well done."

I beamed brightly. It wasn't strange at all, it was what I was supposed to feel.

I looked a bit more intently at Dr Sebastian. Now he was much older, but very strong and fit looking. He was definitely what you'd call handsome. I looked down at his groin. It was obvious that there were not just two hard cocks in the room. His pants were struggling to hold him in. I wondered wantonly how big he was. It looked pretty huge. I was wondering what it would feel like in my mouth. Now this was a new feeling. OK some of the boys at school had pretty nice cocks and we had played around a bit. But the very fact of imagining a grown man's cock and what it would be like to suck him was quite extraordinary.

Dr Sebastian stroked his hardness and smiled, "yes that too, it's all quite normal and just what we are hoping for."

I beamed again at his reassurance. Even more so when he added, "perhaps we'll get a chance to see how much you appreciate it before you have to leave, but first to Claudia."

Her buttocks were still beautifully displayed and by now I was quite turned on and excited at the idea of spanking her marked tush and seeing if I could turn it even only a little pink.

"Aim at the centre of her right cheek and then the centre of her left cheek. Don't be in too much a hurry the waiting time in between is part of the erotic sexual stimulation."

He seemed so matter of fact it was quite strange, but I was going to try to follow his instructions.

Claudia looked up over her shoulder and grinned wickedly. "It's alright Jo I don't suppose a little boy like you could smack me very hard in any case," and she half poked her tongue out.

Now that was a challenge!

I stood to one side and lifted my hand and brought it down sharply across her right buttocks. Her flesh rippled and her legs twitched. There was a slight grunt, but she remained still and silent. I watched as my palm print appeared on her tight buttocks. Her cock twitched sexily.

She looked over her shoulder again and rolled her eyes in a sort of, 'oh is that all you can do' look!

Again I lifted my hand and brought it down with even more force across her left buttock. This time her legs quivered and there was a definite gasp or maybe a moan. But again she stood her ground!

Dr Sebastian whispered in my ear, "Two in quick succession in the very same spot."

I nodded and ginned.

I was enjoying this. It was now a battle of wills. My cock was rock hard as was hers. I wanted to make her move, or moan, or better still cry out. I wanted to see tears.

I lifted my hand and delivered the next two spanks directly over my now very prominent hand marks. The bluey-bruised skin was now a dark tinged bluey-red.

This time I did get a clear reaction. Her buttocks heaved and twitched and her legs gave way slightly, before she pulled herself back into her original, inviting position. But this time she did gasp, not loud, very muffled in fact as if through clenched teeth.

Dr Sebastian once more advised me. I grinned wickedly. Oh yes this would make her jump.

I lowered my aim slightly and wallop! I hit as strongly as I could across the top of her nicely tanned thighs. She had been spanked there, but it was obvious that most attention had been given to her fleshy buttocks.

Two slaps one after the other both in exactly the same place. She jumped this time the tender flesh turned an angry shade of red and pink

"Agggghhhhh," she yelled and she shot up rubbing her sore thighs, "that wasn't fair!"

She turned around and I was instantly focused and mesmerised by her hard boy-girl clitty. It was wet and glistening. She was on the verge. I felt Dr Sebastian's hands push me to the ground and she edged forward.

"Oh yes Jo, please, please make me cum, suck my clitty just like a real sissy would."

I needed no further encouragement. I held her hot throbbing meat between my fingers and rubbed it firmly but gently. She rocked back on her heels; doc had move in behind her and with a few deft flicks had the front of her uniform open and her bra undone. His hands cupped her firm proud breasts. Her nipples strong and erect. He gripped both of them, in what seemed at the time quite a cruel fashion, between his fingers. Claudia just moaned out loud and begged for more.

"Both of you, please, please more, more. Don't sop. Make me cum. Pleeeaaasseee!"

I guided her throbbing cockette to my mouth and tentatively licked the wet pre-cum smeared head. She lurched forward urgently and speared her hardness between my lips, into my mouth. "Suck, suck, you sexy bitch, suck me, make me cum, pleeeaaasseee."

Well there was no stoping me now. Instinct took over and I licked and sucked and nibbled her engorged clitty around and around, in and out, deep into my eager little cocksucking mouth. If this was what being a transitioner meant then bring it on. I looked up at Dr Sebastian as he tormented her hard nipples and firm breasts. She was writhing at his teasing tormenting touch. He was pulling and twisting her blood red nipples and pinching and squeezing her firm breasts. It was then I fervently wished that I too had breasts that could be teased and tormented and tortured, yes tortured just like hers.

I now knew there was no room for doubt. I wanted to be as female as I possibly could, but I wanted to keep my cock. I wanted to have it worshiped and teased and tormented by anybody who had the skill or desire to do so. I wanted my own man to dominate me. I wanted Serenity to punish me just like Dr Sebastian was punishing and tormenting Claudia. It was my ultimate destiny.

I sucked even more eagerly. I wanted to feel her love cream fill my mouth. Then I had another goal to achieve, my first man cock. I wanted them both and I was going to have them both before the afternoon was up.

As if in tune with my thoughts I felt Claudia's cockette throb and leap in my mouth and then she erupted. Her hot sperm filled my mouth, flooding my senses and my taste buds. It was magnificent! I felt so proud. I was a cocksucker supreme and I had only just started. I wanted more and more and more. The world. Kurt. My friends. Even my relatives would not know what had hit them. Depleted cocks were going to become my catch cry, my motto, my goal.

I finished Claudia off with a keenness that drained her very being and no second had she slumped onto the adjacent chair that I attacked Dr Sebastian's groin. I dragged his zip down. Followed by his trousers. I was in no way surprised to see he was wearing black lacy panties and thigh high stockings topped off with black lacy camisole. His femaleness just added to the excitement.

I almost wrenched his flimsy panties to one side and there it was. His strong majestic throbbing man cock. My first real view of a hard man- cock. It was leaking pre-cum and I eagerly, with no hesitation, licked the bulbous head, collecting all the beautiful fluid.

"Oh Jo, you are so, so clever. So, so wonderful," he panted. "Go on see how much you take in that sweet teen mouth. This is part of your test too. Make me cum, slowly, tease me, make it last, but fill your mouth with my cum."

As if I needed any further motivation. I eagerly gulped his huge cock head in to my fully stretched mouth. I was gasping for breath, but I didn't care. With his soothing words I managed to gain more control of my own actions and together he ..... we ..... fucked his cock with my eager teen mouth.

To start with he let me know when he was about to cum, but then it was up to me. Every time I felt him tense I released his large cock and proceeded to lick my way down his vein ridden cock and work on his tight smooth hairless balls. Sharp pressure seemed to stay his ardour, but not his panting. I was driving him to complete and utter distraction. Finally I just knew I had to give this poor man some relief.

Once more his bulbous pre-cum soaked cockhead entered my stretched teen mouth and I sucked and nibbled. This time when his cock strained inside my mouth I didn't relent. In fact if it was at all possible I redoubled my efforts. I felt him tremor and then his cum came crashing, flooding in to my mouth. How I avoided drowning in his wonderful hot love cream I really don't know but I managed to start swallowing and keep on breathing at the same time and he filled my mouth. I was able to swallow all he had to offer. Then it was down to me to wring last drop out of his still semi-hard cock. He was writhing and moaning in sheer pleasure and ecstasy. I realised that he and Claudia were now kissing and that just added to the whole debauched sexy scene, Finally I knew he was dry, not soft, but definitely dry and I sat back and grinned.

"Did I pass Doc?" I asked cheekily. "Or do I need retake?"

"Oh sweetie, you passed with flying colours, but yes a retake would be absolutely divine any time you want to get your sexy little fanny over here," he sighed.

"Me to," giggled Claudia, "and I'm sure my colleagues would just adore your very sexy and adept attentions.

"She's right you know," smirked Dr Sebastian, "in all my years testing transitioners you have already surpassed some skilled and complete candidates. You are going to be so popular. Kurt has no idea what he's going to have to deal with."

"Plus," grinned Claudia, "I know a little girl who is going to be over the moon at your developing submission. I had heard that she was already showing some quite obvious domineering traits, but also it seems her mentors think she will quite enjoy having her own bottom well and truly dusted and paddled. I think you and her and Kurt are in for some very interesting times. And so many good friends and relatives to help you achieve your full potential."

"But now, alas it is time to return you to your mother and share the good news, but first I think a shower, a communal shower," smiled Dr Sebastian

Well that too was great fun. Being washed by both my recent partners soon led to yet another, albeit, aching erection. I did cum, but by now even my copious production line was pretty depleted and I could only see a thin watery fluid around Claudia's lips. I did enjoy once again the feel of the doc's digits invading and exploring my rear passage. I was already quite eager to experience the ultimate deflowering, but I knew that was reserved for Kurt so I had to be satisfied with Dr Sebastian three invading digits. An other achievement he told me for one so young. Finally we had to drag ourselves out of the slower and Dr Sebastian left Claudia and I to dry each other. Of course she too had a need by now and I was only too glad to gorge once more on her more than respectably sized clitty.

Oh how I was going to enjoy exploring the world of cocks and clitty's and not too forget fannies, especially my own young true love.

Claudia finally escorted me clad only in silk robe into another room; there was the third member of staff I had seen on my arrival.

"Looks you've passed all the tests and made Dr Sebastian and Claudia are very, very happy. You are so clever," she gushed. "Now it's time to really realise your true potential."

"This is Angelica," gushed Claudia, "she is just another sexy little trollop!"

Angelica made me bend over a couch and then proceeded to inject both buttocks with a stinging fluid.

"These are a combination of slow and quick release hormones," she explained. "The quick release will work initially on your chest. We need to enlarge your nipples and begin your breast growth. Normally that would take a few months but unbeknown to you have been taking hormones for a few months now, hence your very sensitive nipples. Perhaps you've noticed a lack of body growth and an increase in your hips and tush."

She smacked my bum as if to emphasises the point.

Well it was true of course. I had been depleting my hair of course, but it had seemed easier over the last few weeks. And yes my skin did feel smooth. I hadn't really noticed my hips or tush, but I had known for a few weeks that my nipples were ultra-sensitive and much bigger when excited. A fact I my school friends had been more than happy to encourage on more than one occasion over the last few weeks. Not that I had complained. Especially when I had been asked to hand relieve a few very erect cocks. Gee I did enjoy showering at school. A couple of older boys, more Toby's age, had also joined in the fun. Now I was already wondering what those hard cocks would be like when I sucked them.

Not if but when!

"Now you are ready for this aren't you? No doubts. It's not too late to postpone or even pull out. Today is the first day of a new beginning. It's up to you?" smiled Angelica.

My grin said it all. "Of course I am ready. I have been ready for as long as I can remember. I want this. I want this so much!"

"Right then honey lets get started, especially while that lovely clitty is asleep," pointing to my shrivelled cock.

She went over to one of a number of drawers and returned with some small leather like panties.

"This is a gaff to keep your clitty under control even if you're excited. It has been a saviour for many a she-boy I can tell you," Angelica announced.

It was pulled up my legs and with a bit of fuss my balls and cockette were pushed up in between my legs. I was surprised to find there was a cavity into which they pushed quite neatly. The gaff was pulled up and I looked in the mirror. I was now sexless. No sign of my cockette only a smooth expanse of flesh coloured gaff and my own skin. I was so excited. The back consisted purely of a strap, which was pulled up deep between my clenched buttocks and lay against my tightly puckered little anus. That in itself was quite titillating and exciting.

I definitely didn't want to lose my cock, but to now it could be hidden away so easily was a huge boost to my impending femininity.

Angelica retuned to the drawers and returned with a pink and white lacy waspie. The lacy edgings were just adorable.

It was passed around my waist and deftly pulled tightly and the zip pulled together the tightly constricting sides.

"This has been hand made especially for your new figure, every few weeks waspies or corsets will be provided so you keep pace with your new girl figure," she explained.

I admired myself in the mirror. I was more than a bit shocked and very pleasantly surprised to see that as slim as I was it had already pushed what excess flesh and bay fat I still had upwards. I staring at the beginning of two sweet adorable breast forms just like any newly developing little girl. I wasn't as big as Serenity, but I could see the resemblance already between myself and her a few months ago. It was just so exhilarating.

What was even better was when Claudia slipped a matching lacy edged bra over my arms and it was adjusted around my chest. The tightness of the straps and the cups was truly superb. OK, there was so little to fill the flat slightly padded cups, not yet at least! But now I knew what little girls felt like as they first covered their budding new breasts with their first training bra, as puberty took hold.

I had worn little bralettes and cute little crop tops for ages, but this was something else.

Something unique.

Something totally defining.

Oh I was so jealous of all my pretty young girl-friends. But not for long hey?

Matching panties were added and they easily covered my gaff. I preened before the mirror. I truly was transforming. Before me, sans my hair and make up, was the vision of a sweet, quite sexy I might add, pre- pubescent teenager. And it was me. Sweet me. Ever so lucky me.

I was now travelling a road I had yearned for so long and I knew there was going to be no return journey!

The final touches were added. My already longish hair was combed and styled into a cute pageboy look. Light touches of eye shadow, eyeliner, lipstick and cheek gloss were added before I was once again allowed to preen before the mirror. Even I was stupefied.

I had long been told how delicate and pretty I could be at times. But this was something else, there stood before me was the very vision of a pre-pubescent little girl adorned in her first sexy lingerie and her first make over. I was, if I say so myself, almost perfect. The only incongruent feature was my barely filled training bra. I wished so feverently for those hormones to take hold and like the old fairy tale about Jack and his beans, magically sprout overnight.

I knew it wouldn't happen, but I also knew it would be happening soon.

I was content. I was for very first time I felt truly female. I was in heaven!

A semi-opaque white blouse was added and short tartan skirt, toped off by white sandals with cute pink edgings. I whirled before the mirror once more. The skirt flared up showing off my bare smooth legs and more sexily my cute pink panties.

Angelica smiled and made me sit down and delved once more into drawers. She returned with pair of filmy sexy stockings. Together Angelica and Claudia slipped them over my feet and smoothed them up my legs straightening and stretching as they went. They had tight elastic tops, which gripped my smooth thigh tops.

Once more I was allowed to pirouette in front of the mirror. I was a dream even if I do say so myself. A sexy, wanton wet dream. Oh I how I trembled in delight and expectation of what was to come.

The nurses escorted me out to my mother who after gasping in surprise beamed in pleasure. "Oh my sweet adorable little daughter I knew you would be sweet, but you are just stunning," she gushed.

Dr Sebastian appeared and added his praise. In his hand he held a long slimmish case. "This is a present from all of us. Do not open it until you get home and you should have Serenity and Toby and Mike there too, maybe even your aunties."

It was all very mysterious. But I wasn't going to argue.

"We will see you back here in one month for the final tests to see if your transition has taken and if you still want to continue. You have until then to make a decision."

"Only one possible outcome." I smiled cheekily. "Only one possible outcome!

Mummy proudly led me to the lift and my three admirers gave me deep and meaningful and erection-busting farewell kisses. Each whispered their own private invitation to 'drop in' for a chat anytime or to 'rush back' if I need any further help!"

I giggled quite girlishly as mummy almost dragged me into the lift. As we exited the building I got my first real taste at what I really looked like to people who didn't know me. The three schoolboys passing by nearly fell off their bikes as they ogled and whistled.

But it was stares of grown men that took me so by surprise. They were unabashed stares of lust. A quick look at a few groins just confirmed what was going through their minds. Even some women were not at all reluctant to cast an appreciative eye over my new nubile young teen figure. Oh how I shuddered!